I Need To Change

I was young, open with a passion for music.

I grinded day and night for what I had a passion for, pushing myself when I felt like I couldn't go any more.

If I would've just stayed so focused on my music, I wouldn't have been so fucked over in the end.

I wouldn't be feeling so broken.

But no, my dumbass went and got mixed in with the industry. The rumors, fans, drama, love, and these niggas.

I've been broken down before and I thought there was no way in hell I could be broken down worse than that.

But I played myself. I allowed so many niggas to come in and take advantage of me. Have a power over me and treat me like the scum on the bottom of their shoe.

I became so naive and dumb, allowing them to make a fool out of me. Allowing them to play me like a I didn't know shit.

If I knew half of this shit would happen, I wouldn't have associated myself with certain people and I wouldn't have got hurt in the end.

I wouldn't be so damaged in the end.