I Need To Change

Chapter 14

"Ray! Enough of locking lips with Dani! Come rehearse with the boys!" Keisha yelled to Ray.

He smacked his lips, slowly pulling away from me. I smirked with a soft blush on my cheeks as I wiped my smeared gloss from around his mouth.

"I'll be back baby." Ray told me.

"Okay."

I watched him sprint over to the dance floor where the boys and their choreographer were. They were learning new moves for the next upcoming show.

Honestly, things had been amazing those past 2 week. Tour had been going amazing. Every night we go out and kill it and the fans had fun with us the entire time. I had been enjoying myself out there and it made me happy to see them having a good time. Tour was just really kicking off and I was loving it.

I had been talking to my family every single day. They were supporting me and I was oh so thankful for that. My bestfriends were happy. Everyone else on tour was happy and my relationship was going amazing.

Things between Ray and I was going great honestly. I would even say we had grew stronger. We was spending more time together and whenever we were in the same room we couldn't keep our hands off each other.

I'm not even going to lie, I could feel myself starting to be attached to him. He was acting like he was really there for me and he really wanted me. That alone had me even more attracted to him and I no longer had my walls up with him. I think that's where I fucked up.

I stood up from my spot at the table and made my way to the other side of the room where the girls were. They were all chatting it up, but when I came they mugged me, crossing their arms. Ah, I knew they would be upset with me.

"Mm! Looked who showed up today!" Shi said looking at me up and down.

"Right, went M.I.A on our dumbasses." Nae added, shaking her head. I giggled before placing a pout on my face and hugging them both.

"I'm sorry babies." I cooed while pinching their cheeks. I honestly had been so busy spending time with Ray that I didn't have time to spend with my girls like I usually did. We would've been went out and shopped together, had dinner or something, but we didn't because I was blowing them off.

"I promise, I'll make it up to y'all." I told them with a smile.

"We can go get our nails done tomorrow and have lunch. All on me."

"You better be serious." Shi said, cutting her eyes at me.

"I am besties."I said with a huge smile.

"Well, I'm holding you to that." Nae told me, crossing her arms.

"How have things been going with you though since you've yet to talk to my ass?"

"Good." I said with a smile.

"Tours going great, my relationship is going amazing. He's honestly making me happy y'all."I admitted with the cheesiest grin. That all felt funny to me. I hadn't felt that feeling in a long time.

Honestly in the moment. Rayan had me feeling amazing. I hadn't felt that way with someone in a very long time. I was comfortable with him. He was like my friend and my lover. We cratched jokes and laughed all day then turned around and be all over each other the next minute. That's all I ever wanted in a relationship.

"Well, if he makes you happy then he makes me happy as well." Shi said with a smile. I smiled hearing Shi say that. I was just happy my girls was happy for me and supporting me. That meant a lot to me. But I kind of do wished they could've peeped the bullshit in Ray and warned me.