My Growing Heartache

Chapter 35: Let Me Explain.

"What are you doing here, Samantha" I say to my 'fiancé' who is sitting on my bed, all smiles.

"Willie, I told you to call me Sammie. And your mother flew me out here so we can get better acquainted." She said.

"And I told you I'm not a whale, so don't call me that. Now, how ling are you staying?"

"Until you turn 21. Our parents thought it fit that we spend every waking moment together." She said. I look in her eyes and I thought I saw a hint of disappointment but then it disappeared.

"That's going to be hard, considering my predicament right now." I say to myself. If this were last year, I would've been ready to jump her bones and willing to marry her without a second thought, but then I met Kenz and all my plans were changed. Dammit, my hard work isn't going to be in vain because I'm fighting to stay with her.

"What are you thinking about?" She asks, hesitantly getting up and coming over to me.

"Life." I say with a sigh. It doesn't help either that Kenz is mad at me..again. I just want to figure out what's going on with her.

"I understand." She says, leaning against the wall next to me.

"Really?" I say, making conversation.

"Yeah...but you know what'll take your mind off of it? Take me right here." She says, trying to rub me but I gently grab her wrists and pull her hands off of me.

"What's wrong with you?!" I ask her.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me...I'm just desperate.." She turns to me, "if I tell you this, please don't tell anyone. It's just between us!"

"Okay. What is it?" I ask, running a hand thorough my hair, exhausted.

"The reason I came here is because..I'm kinda..well..." She began explaining, then she pulled her sweatshirt up above her stomach which was protruding.

"Pregnant.." I whisper.

"Yeah. 3 months to be exact." She chuckles, tears forming in her eyes. I mentally scream because I think I know what she wants from me.

"So...the father.."

"He lives here. I asked to stay here to be closer to him but I know that my parents won't let me marry anyone else and if I do, I'm cut off. No offense, but I don't want to marry you."

"Oh, I don't want to marry you either. And why did you ask me to sleep with you then?"

"Because I was going to say you were the father, which my parents would accept. I'm sorry. Hug?" She asks with a smile.

"Sure." I smile back. I walk over the her and give her a hug. I look out the window, on instinct, and see Kennise looking over here. Oh for fucks sake! I swear something always goes wrong.

I pull away from her and shake my head and mouth no to let her know its not what she thinks, but she rips her blinds closed.

"Who was that?" Samantha asks.

"My girlfriend." I respond sitting on the edge of the bed. Now I have to fix this too!

Kenz's POV:

I get home after being harassed by William. I just want some space! I want to get some time alone because I've been feeling nauseous all day.

I go upstairs to my room and throw my bags down beside my bed, falling face forward onto it. I take deep breaths, trying to hold my composure, but that doesn't work because I have to quickly get off my bed and race to the toilet, one hand over my mouth.

I puke all of my stomach's contents- and maybe even my stomach itself- and when I get the strength to get up, I flush the toilet and brush my teeth, trying to remove the horrible taste and smell.

I go downstairs into the kitchen to get a bottle of water and go back upstairs, drinking it. I felt like I needed done air so I walk over to my window and open it, taking in the beautiful flowers at the side of my big, brick house, then I look up into William's room and see some girl in there pull up her shirt, revealing her pregnant stomach. Without noticing it, the water bottle in my hand is crushed and all the water in it is on my carpet, my face is boiling hot, and my vision gets blurred. I can't believe him! How dare him play with my emotions like that, knowing my condition. I wipe my eyes quickly, only to see him hug her, causing more tears to fall, then he looks at me, pulling away from her and shaking his head, saying no. I can't even fucking look at him! I shove my curtains closed and run to the bathroom again because I have to throw up again. I fall next to the toilet and let my eyes fill with tears and empty then repeat.

After around 30 mins. of sitting there, someone- I assume William- walks into the house. I force myself to get up and lock the door to the bathroom, then I go back to the toilet, throwing up and crying again.

Williams starts knocking on the door and talking to me, trying to get me to open the door and when I don't, he starts banging on it. I start to remember the whole scene with Romeo.

"Go the fuck away!" I finally scream, starting to hyperventilate and get light headed.

"Kennise, baby doll, let me explain." He continues.

"No, y-you cheated on me!" I yell, hyperventilating more. My head starts to spin and everything begins to get blurry and darker. William's bangs and voice begins to get fainter. I don't fight anymore and I just give in to the dark.

Will's POV:

"Baby doll..." I say again, banging on the door. She doesn't answer this time and I don't hear anything and I start getting worried. I knock the door down and see her laying down on the floor not moving. I act on impulse and sit next to her, kissing her face.

"Baby doll you've got to wake up. You have to live." I repeat. Picking her up, I run out of her room, grabbing her keys, and running to the car. I gently place her in the back, laying her down, and run into the driver seat, racing to the ER.

When I get there, I get her out of the back- holding her bridal style- and rush into the hospital, running up to the clerk.

"Hi. What's the emergency?"she asked.

"She passed out and she's only a few weeks pregnant." I rush out. The lady presses some button and calls for a hospital bed and the doctor and nurses to come right away. When they come, they pull her out of my arms and place her into the bed, rushing down the hall and me following right behind them.

One of the nurses stops me and tells me I have to wait in the hall while they check on her and the baby. I try to sit down but I can't because I'm so worried, so I just pace the hall and decide to say a quick prayer then call Rosalyn and Karissa to come. God, I hope she'll be okay.

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