My Growing Heartache

Chapter 12: Could this get any better?

All I'm gonna say is "dis chapter doe..." Haha. Hope you enjoy it my loves!

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I come back to reality and I'm on the bed with Rissa and Aunt Rhonda staring at me and fanning me. Why are they all over me?

"Can I please get some personal space? Dang!" I say, a little ticked off. I tend to have a bad attitude when I just wake up and they're not helping being all up in my face and whatnot. And on top of that I had a weird dream that Rissa was my sister.

"Are you okay? I know that you just finding out that you and Rissa are paternal twins is a lot to handle sweetie." Said Aunt Rhonda. It wasn't a dream?!

"Excuse me, I gotta go to the bathroom!" I spat out running to the bathroom and throwing up. It's Saturday night and I guarantee that I'm not going to church tomorrow.

I brush my teeth and go back to the room. I sit next to my now known sister. 'She and I have similar features but we don't look exactly alike.' I think as I study her face.

"Why? Why didn't you tell us?" I ask.

"Because, at the time, I could have kids and, well, your father couldn't handle two of you by himself. That, of course, was before he met your step-mother, Darleen, and before I found out I could have kids."

"I don't want to talk about it anymore. Good night."

I was slightly annoyed even though it made sense. I just needed some time to relax and think this over.

I got out of my clothes and got under my covers. I cried my eyes out until I fell asleep.

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"Get up! All of unu get up!" My aunt says, with her Jamaican accent clearly heard all over those words.

"Ughhhh" I groan. I was a wreck from last nights events. My eyes were puffy, my throat was hurting, I was hungry and just plain ol' tired. "Do I have to go given my circumstances?"

"Yeah, same here" chimed in Rissa. I looked over to her and half smiled and she did the same.

"Hell no. Get unu lazy asses up right now. Mi nah romp wit unu!" (In English: Hell no! Get your lazy asses up right now. I'm not playing with you guys!)

We did as we were told and got dressed against our will. Fuck my life yo!

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3 hours later and a long assed sermon, I'm back home. I'm home alone though because my everybody else went to go get some dinner and I wanted to come back. I dialed José's number and told him to come over. I gave him the new address and waited.

30 mins. later, the doorbell rang and I went to open the door.

"Hey José." I said to him, giving him a hug.

"Hey. What's up with you moving?" He asked, as he studied the house.

It was a well decorated house but it was way smaller than my house. I didn't really mind the house because it felt more like a home.

"It's complicated. But let's go to my room." I took him by the hand and led him to my room.

"This is.....cozy." He said truthfully.

"Thanks, I guess."

This was kinda awkward. We just sat here in silence and then the party crossed me mind and I couldn't help but get flashbacks of what I couldn't really remember when I was drunk.

*Flashback*

"I'll be right back." I told José as I went upstairs to use the bathroom.

I was walking up the stair and this random chick just kept eyeing me from the top of the stairs.

"Umm, excuse me , is there a problem?!" I asked, stopping halfway up the stairs and annoyed at the moment

"Yeah. I see your here with José..well I'd watch out if I were you. He's nothing but bad news, a player, manipulator. He gets what he wants and then ditches you, like your dirt..." She started to stare into the distance, as of she were reminiscing. "Oh okay. Well, that's good. I'll see you around I guess?"

She walked off and I went back downstairs. I was drunk and I started dancing on a whole bunch of random guys.

*flashback over*

"Kenz. Are you okay?"

"Oh yeah! Sorry. Hey, at that party two days ago, I ran into some chick telling me that your basically a player and crap like that. What did she mean?" I crossed my arms and turned to face him. I had a serious expression on my face.

"Oh that must've been my ex. I told you she'd be jealous of you. That wasn't anything, I promise. Don't worry about it."

"Okay." I was happy with his reply.

It didn't take long before I was on top of him and we were making out. It started getting really heated so we started taking off clothes. The next thing I knew, we were naked and under the sheets. Can this get any better?

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