My Growing Heartache

Chapter 19: Asking for Secrets.

So, in this chap., you see a more vulnerable Kenz. I likey so I'm just gonna show her like this a little more often. I love this chap. and I hope you all do too! And I think I wanna do POV's for William and Kens and maybe others. Tell me what you think.

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Kenz's POV:

I woke up, sweat dripping down my forehead, neck, and back. I started to panic, my breathing becoming heavy and uneven.

I didn't know where I was so I ran my hand along where I was sitting. I felt another body and I jumped up, falling off the thing I assumed to be a bed.

"Kenz! You okay?!" Jumped up William, also falling off the bed with his sudden jolt up.

"W-William? Wh-wh-where are we?" I started, curling into a ball. "It's d-dark. Pl-please just turn on the li-lights... I d-don't wanna be al-alone." I stuttered, closing my eyes, letting the warm tears roll down my face.

"Kenz..please, don't cry. I'm right here." I felt arms wrap around me and pick me up. I shivered, feeling how cold they were.

I was placed back on the bed and then the lamp was turned on. We were in his house.

He stood, shirtless, in front of where I was sitting, showing off his lean muscles and sexy packed abs.

I sucked up the tears as I stared at the wall behind him. He sat down beside me and I continued to stare at the wall when he gently grabbed my chin.

"Kenz...please look at me..." I did as he asked and looked into his eyes.

"I'm so sorry..." I told him, looking down at my hands, the tears building up again.

"Don't be. It's not your fault you were rejected." he said, gently grabbing my chin again to look him in the eyes, "But think about it, you're doing the same thing to me. You won't even give me a chance."

I looked deep into his eyes and saw so much sadness in his them. I got onto his lap and cupped his head in my hands.

"I'll give you a chance..."

I gave him no time to answer or reply to what I said because my lips were on his the next minute.

It was soo hot, but, yet still, it was freezing cold.

Instead of him asking for entrance like he did at work, I was to one basically begging and pleasing for entrance. And payback is a bitch cause he made me wait for it. I finally got it and I started to pull at his boxers.

"Kennise, no. Not now, not like this. You're vulnerable and I don't want to take advantage of that. I want us to be special, not just a relapse to you. So, lets just wait a few to sort things out...okay?" He said, breaking the kiss.

I get where he's coming from but I wanted him so bad...especially right now.

Will's POV:

I couldn't take it...I couldn't bear going through with this right now while she's vulnerable and then she uses it as an excuse.

I lifted her off of me and went to my dresser to find her something to sleep in.

"Here. Put these on." I threw her a pair of sweats.

"These William? They're not gonna fit.." She said chuckling. She was holding up the sweats with one hand and the other on her hip.

Why must she torture me?! She's making me want to take back what I just said and throw her onto the bed.

"Yes, those. They have an adjustable string. And here, put this shirt on." I threw her one of my shirts.

"William, thanks and all, but I sleep in my underwear."

She started to strip out of her clothes and all that was left on her was matching lace bra and underwear.

"Umm...Kennise... Please don't do that...put the clothes on." I was trying I avoid my old side, trying to change, but she wasn't helping at all now.

"Why?...Does it make you nervous?" She teased me, walking over seductively, her hands on her hips, "What's wrong white boy, you starting to get hot?" She was right in front of me now, biting her bottom lip.

I couldn't take this. I quickly picked her up by her hips and threw her on the bed, getting in between her legs. She squealed and gasped in surprise.

"I told you to stop." I smirked at her.

I let go of her hands and she put them around my neck, pulling my lips to hers. When she loosened her grip, I pulled away and held onto her hands again.

"Kenz.."

"Hm.."

"Why are you so afraid of the dark?" I've been meaning to ask her this question since she reacted the way she did after work, but she passed out and I fell asleep. Having her like this was a perfect opportunity for me to ask.

Her expression quickly changed and her face went pale.

"I..um..I have just...always been afraid of the dark...since I was little...I guess..." I could tell she was lying. But, I decided to just drop it. When she's ready, she'll tell me. I let her hands go and moved from in between her legs to allow her to put on the sweats and t- shirt.

"Come on. Let's just get some rest, okay?" I said, when she was clothed.

"Okay..." She said, getting onto the bed and under the covers. "Can you hold me...please?"

"Sure." I answered, scooting over to her and wrapping my arms around her body. I hope she feels for me as I feel for her, cause I don't wanna let her go.

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So that's it my loves. I really hope you loved this chap. as much as I did. Mk, love you guys!! Peace and chicken fat.