My Growing Heartache

Chapter 18: First Day On the Job.

This chapter is kind of long and it's Kenz's first day at work!!! Lets see what goes down. Enjoy my loves!

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School was a half a day due to parent- teacher conferences and I didn't mind that. I drove straight over to my new job and clocked in.

"Hey girl. You got the job?"

"Yeah." I told Chelsea, smiling.

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It was my break time so I walked to the employee room to take off my workers vest when I heard a familiar voice.

"Hello Kenz." I turned to look at the very person I was expecting to see.

"Hey William." I smiled at him and turned back to trying to take the vest off, which was deemed to be a very hard task so far.

"Need some help?" He asked, coming close to me.

I felt his warmth right behind me and I felt his lips coming closer to my body. I closed my eyes in pleasure as he kissed my neck.

"I knew...you...liked me..." He said between kisses.

He slowly took my vest off for me and moved to put it away, leaving me there with my eyes still closed, to daydream.

I quickly gathered myself and turned to him.

"No William. I do not date white boys. Please stop trying." I said, all the while my heart telling me to giving him a try. I just couldn't do it. I couldn't bring myself to do it.

He got up and walked over to me and stopped when he was right in front of me.

"Kenz. You know I like you and I want to be with you and get to know more about you. But I need for you to give me a chance to learn to love you...please."

I was spellbound. I couldn't move or speak. All I could do was just look up into his beautiful, bright eyes.

I opened my mouth to speak but his lips came crashing onto mine.

I was shocked, but happy that he did that. I wasn't ready to explain why I didn't want to have feelings for him- and the fact that his mother was racist didn't help either.

He picked me up and put me on the counter as he kept sucking, nibbling, and tugging at my bottom lip for entrance but I didn't give it to him because I knew if I did, I'd probably end up having sex with him right here and now.

"What the fuck Kennise?!" He yelled, breaking the kiss. I bit my lip as he walked around the room in frustration. It was kinda sexy to me. I looked down and giggled as he mumbled stuff to himself.

"What's so funny?! I want to be with you and give you my all but all you do is turn me away! Ughh...you're driving me crazy woman."

"Your really hot when you mad." I told him, making him step back in between my legs, where he previously was.

"Really? Then why won't you be with me?"

"Because there's more to me than you think or know white boy." I pecked him, jumped off the counter, and I was leave the room because my break was about to be over. I stopped in front of the door and said, "Meet me at my house after work and I'll explain everything to you."

Work was a little stressful with William staring at me and asking me what I had to tell him everything we crossed paths. I don't want to make him feel that it's him I don't like when in reality, I want to be with him.

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Work was over William was left to lock up. I told Ms. Rita, our manager, that I'd lock up and clean up with him.

"Thanks. But you can explain to me now you know." He said, sweeping the store.

"Okay. I can remember meeting my moms family once when I was younger...

*flashback*

"What you bring those little...things here for?" My supposed grandmother questioned.

"Because, I thought you would like to see your granddaughters and you daughter."

"I told you, don't come back with that abomination in my house! You know we don't accept that shit! I don't know why we even let you pass with hangin' around the niggers!" My grandfather added his two cents.

"Well then, shit, I guess that's it for us. And I thought you would at least care about me and my offsprings seeing my condition and all. Goodbye mama, papa. I love y'all....

And I've never seen caucasian people the same ever again. My own flesh and blood didn't accept me and my sister. They did love my mom enough to forgive her." I cried in his arms.

"Kenz, I promise. I'm not like that and I'd never treat you like that."

"Yeah...I know that. But what about your mom? She didn't even like the fact of me being in her home, let alone us possibly being together!"

"Well, we can make it through that Kenz! I'm sure your mom would tell you the same thing. Lets get out of here." He said getting up. I, however, remained on the floor, thinking. Then, it went dark!

"No! No! Please don't leave me alone! Turn the lights back on! Please..! I'm so afraid.." I curled up into a ball on the floor and held my head in my hands.

"Shhh, shh... I'm still here. I would never leave you.. Ill always be here..." Was all I could remember before blacking out.

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So this is the new chap. you guys!! I hope you enjoyed and tell me what you think please. :) love you guys oh so much. Peace and chicken fat. <3