Day 26:
"Lets have no sadness, furrow bro
Theres nothing new in dying now"
Steps fade away and i watch you running, running away from me!
Just like demons run away from the light, just like an angel falls down from the sky, just like the world spins all around...
We all just want to truely smile, but honestly dear the only way i could is if u cut me from ear to ear...
Day 27:
We all just want to fill that gap in our hearts, dont we?
Day 28:
Is there hope for us? [[ I felt really bad that day and I didnt know what to write, my every day was full of same shit every day, over and over again]]
Day 29:
I would be so greatful if i could now just go and make a note that just says: :)
And really mean it
I would
I wish i could
Day 30:
I will be damned if you're the death of me! I try so hard to live every fucking day, but all I do is survive!
[[ I need to explain here the main difference beetween living and surviving. You live when you feel alive! When you feel alive, when you have at least 1 reason why you woke up i the morning, not beacuse you have to... When you feel worth living, and when you have something to die for! 'Cause if you dont, you just surivive, day after day, you wait for something good to happend, but it never does... 'Cause good things do not happend by itself, you make them fucking happend! YOU, not destiny, not God, YOU! Make at least 1 each day and I can guarante you, you will be happy! ]]
