Day 1:
Bleach or knife
HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME PLS
SAVE ME FROM DEMONS AND MADNESS
ONE DAY WE WILL ALL BE HAPPY, BUT WILL WE BE ALIVE?
Day 2:
You are not affraid to love
You are affraid of not beeing loved back, of beeing hurt again, of all the nightmares that might come back, of all the demons you thought u got rid of....
But that is the risk we got to take, the pain might be increadibly sharp but not as much as knowing you didnt even try...
Day 3:
What to write, that feeling when u feel almost happy
a little but still a big part is missing
And you know what that is, you know
Its not gold or diamonds
Its the thing that will never have a price
Priceless thing worth more than anything
Day 4:
Every second soaked in sadness, every weekend is a war!
Every second, every minute, every hour, every day it just never ENDS!
We try to stay strong but we'll be happy if we make it tru alive
GIVE ME A MERCY HIT!
Day 5:
I can promise you one thing! Death will take us all!
It hard to reach you when im down, so down in a hole deeper than endless black hole
They say noone can hear you screaming in space...
Ive been screaming on this hell called Earth for sooo long and still, noone is here.
Nobody hears my screams? Or just noone cares? Why would anyone?
Im sorry, but this is all i know!
Darkness, sadness, sorrow its all I know
We try to find these small things that can make us "happy" but they do not last! They are here for a moment or 2. But when Sun goes down, the demons woke up, attack...
They hit me, beat, tie, rape... I try to fight them off but they almost always wins... But we never give up! We fight no matter how hopeless it is...
Why do demons win? What are their weapons made of? My fears, my deepest thought, memories, facts, reality! These 5 things though not so powerful each, combined and used correctly are my death!
So here i am, sitting alone in the dark room...
The anger, the despair, the depression, the sadness and the emptiness...
5 of my friends that are here for me very very long time...
I ask myself what is next: knife of insanity?
Will they all go away and disapear or I will?
I scream every day, I scream hard, i scream: help me, help me! I cant do this on my own!
And noone is here to say: hey im there
Except Knife and Bleach
2 guys i know, Knife is here to help you get your blood a little bit cleaner and Bleach, he is here to get your soul cleaner! Cause if I go away today, would God forgive me? Would He said it is okay that you couldnt bare that, cuz it is just too hard for a human!
But im not human, i dont wanna be, i wanna be more! I need help! Help me please or just let me bleed...
