My Understandings. (Of Mice and Men love story.)

Tainted Love

"Can I talk to you?... Outside?" Austin said. "Oh. Sure." I said.

I walked out back with him, after I closed the door, I stood in front of him. I looked up. "Im going home." I looked at him. "What? Why?" He sighed. "My mom's not doing too good." I looked down. "Im sorry, Austin." He ran his fingers through his hair, and breathed in deep. "I just need to be there for her." I sighed. "I hope everything's alright." I hugged him tightly. "Tell Shay, I can pick him up next week. I just need to go." He said. I hugged him. "Im sorry Austin." He put his head on mine. "I'll call you when I get home okay?" I nodded. "Let me give you gas money." I said, about to walk to the door. "Its fine Abby." He said.

After Melanie, and Jenna said bye to him, I helped him take his stuff to his car. He hugged me tightly. "Just take this." I said handing him 50 dollars. He started to shake his head. "Austin, its fine. And sorry for being such a bitch the last couple of days." I said, putting the wad of cash in the front pocket of his jacket. I hugged him one last time. He kissed my cheek then got in the car.

I watched his car pull out of the drive way, and disappear around the corner.

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When the daylight faded away, Jenna, Melanie, and I were watching scary movies in the dark living room. Like we used to do almost every weekend. Shay wrapped his arms around me from behind the couch, scaring the crap out of me. Melanie and Jenna laughed. He kissed my cheek, but I was still pissed off at him. He kept picking at me, and being annoying, soon I got really irritated and started to ignore him. Shay went around the couch and faced me. "Can we talk?" He asked, bending down, and putting his hands on my knees. I rolled my eyes. "Cmon Mel. Lets go to my place. I'll bring you back later so you can get your stuff." Jenna said getting up. I hugged both of them.

I walked up the stairs, and he followed me to my room. "When did you wake up?" He laid down on my bed. I stayed standing, with my arms crossed. "Like 30 minutes ago." I looked down at my feet. "Austin left. His mom isnt doing too good. He said he could pick you up next week and take you back." Shay nodded, then took deep breath. "You are my world. I would never cheat on you Abby." I looked at him.

His hair was messy and really curly from sleeping on it wet. He hadn't shaved in awhile so he had stubble all over his face. He laid shirtless in my messy bed.

"I love you too Shay." I said, my voice trailing off.

I walked over to my bed, and got under the blankets and laid my head on his stomach. I wanted to spill out everything that happened last night. He tangled his fingers in my long hair. I felt his chest go up in down and every breath he took. I turned over so that i was pretty much on top of him. I moved the hair out of his face, then landed my hand on his cheek. He kissed me hardly, flipping me underneath him. He kissed down my neck. I put my hands on his back, feeling his shoulder blades shift with every move he made. I put my face on his cheek, and he continued kissing my neck, making goosebumps rise on my fair skin. My hands traveled up to his hair, tangling, and pulling at every nip he took. His metal lip ring dragged down to my shoulder, and his hands traveled to my ribs. He ripped my shirt off, and kissed down my chest. My hands found the pillow and held on tight. "More." I gasped. He proceeded to kiss my inner thighs, driving me crazy. I held onto my white metal headboard, my body shaking. He left purple love marks on my hips, and thighs as a reminder that I'm his.

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My head rested on his slowly moving chest. His soft snores filled the room. He had been asleep for a while now. I got up and slipped some cothes on, then glanced at the clock. It read 1:32. I opened the window, letting cool air invade my room. I slipped out side, cracking the window, so Shay wouldn't get cold. I put my arms around my knees, and stared at the stars.

"Abby!" I heard down the hall way of Max's house. I ran into his room. "What is it?!" I asked, with a worried expression. "Lux called the police. Help me hide everything." At the time, Lux was straight edge, and had everything going for him. "Fuck." I said rushing over to him, hiding all the drugs we collected in the last couple of day. Max's parents were pretty much never home, so we always went to his house to smoke, or drink. We head a car pull up by the house. "Abby go!" He said. "Im not leaving you, Max!" He kissed me. "Go out the door in my parents room." I looked at him. "Go!" He yelled. I grabbed my bag off his bag, then bolted down the hall to his parents room. I ran out the back door, and hopped the neighbors fence, so I would go unnoticed by the cops.I flattened my hair down, then walked out the gate of the house, and stood outside watching them throw Max on the ground, and point a gun at him. I covered my hand with my mouth. Max has gone to jail before, but not for this.

A couple days later I was able to visit him. He picked up the phone. His eyes had huge bags under them, a baggy orange jumpsuit, and a scared look. I asked him how much the bail was. "2,500." He replied. I sighed. "I'll get you out of here, Max." I said, putting my hand on the glass. He alined his hand with mine. "I love you too Abby." The cop took him away, back to his cell.

Over the week I stole money from my mom, and slept with any guy was willing to pay me. I got Max out 3 weeks after he was put in.

Sorry for such a short chapter. Shay on the side.