Pain and Cuddles

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OKAY FIRST ID LIKE TO APOLOGIZE FOR BEING SUCH A HORRIBLE AUTHOR AND NOT UPDATING FOR EVER. IVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND MARCHING BAND, BUT STILL THERES NO EXCUSE. SECOND OF ALL THIS CHAPTERS KINDA SHORT , BUT I WILL PROBABLY ADD ANOTHER CHAPTER OR TWO TOMORROW. OR MAYBE TONIGHT , IDK.ANYWAYS PLEASE ENJOY:) OH AND I HAVE STARTED PUTTING THIS ON QUETOV AS WELL .

John's POV

I knew from the moment I found out that Sherlock had cancer that I would have to watch him suffer, I just didn't know it would be this bad. Somedays I don't know who's in my pain him or me . It's bad enough that he's suffering , but then because he knows it kills me to see him like this it hurts him emotionally as well as physically, because he doesn't want to be the source of my pain. The whole experience is just a huge circle of pain.

"John!" Sherlock yells from our bed, he's been lying there for about three days now, "can you bring me some tea , please?"

"Yes, Sherlock " I answer him and ready the tea.

"Thanks John." He says as I hand him his tea.

"And I hate to be demanding, but I have one more request. " he says .

"Sure Sherlock, what can I do " we both chuckle after the accidental alliteration usage.

"Cuddle, PLEASE" he says adorably , I nod and then we snuggle together.

"I love you " he says .

"I love you more" I say.

"That is highly implausible ." He answers and then kisses me on the forehead . We then just sit there for awhile , enjoying each other's company.

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