The day I met him, was on a Tuesday morning. It was hard to miss him since he had really long hair. Well, it was longer than most guy's hair. I didn't have a partner for writing and him didn't either, so I took him in. Oh, how I regret that now. "Would you like to work with me?" I remember asking him as I also remember him nodding.
"Your name?" The long-haired boy asked me. "Joshua, but you can call me Jisoo." He did. Who would have thought that at one point in my life, Jeonghan saying 'Jisoo' would be my weakness. Deep in my heart, I regret telling him my name. I regret walking up to him. Because with happiness came lots of pain and sorrow. If I could take it back I would, but it was too late for that.
All I can recall was us working and cracking jokes. Jeonghan proved to be a major dork that day. Of course, at the time I thought it was charming, I thought he was cool. I even thought a new friendship would blossom. I didn't know my heart would break in the end, and I really I wish I did.
Sure, the meeting was something small. Something very simple. I will not deny that it was. But one thing that is undeniable is the fact that such a short meeting meant so much for my future, and I didn't see it coming.
I will not deny that I have spent sleepless nights looking up and staring at my ceiling, remembering this day. A couple of tears here and there would slip out of my eyes. Only a few, so it didn't matter. Sometimes I couldn't help but want to scream or punch someone. So instead, I'd play the guitar. That always calmed me down.
If it ever got really bad, I ate chocolate.
All in all, this was the day I met you, the man who ruined me; Yoon Jeonghan.
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(They met in the first month of school, by the way. When the book ends, it'll be the end of the school year. Lots of things can happen in ten months, keep this in mind as you read on.)
Edited: July 31st, 2016
Re-visited: August 12th, 2018
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