Hansol's confession was a week ago, about the same time since the boy can't sleep without me and I can't sleep without him. I don't know, but Hansol was the perfect size for cuddling at night. I needed it and so did he. So, we slept together. It was a pattern. One night my bed, the other night his.
We were in his room, watching television. "Dude, I don't even think they're gonna let me play the next game," Hansol told me, frowning. "How come?" I was also pouting for Hansol. Hansol is such a great player, why would they even consider benching him? "I don't know, but lately captain's been a real poop head to me." I kinda sensed that something like this was happening to him.
"Sorry that you're not getting treated well because of me." He smiled at me, ruffling my hair. I wanted to pull away. This could give him false hope. He might think I might actually like him. I don't. At least I don't think so. But I let him touch me. It's the least I could do. To act as if he didn't confess.
To act like normal, because I know that if he hadn't confessed I would have slept with him anyway. If he hadn't confessed, I would let him touch me no matter what. I have to act like he hasn't confessed. I will respond to him when I know my answer for sure. Right now, I might say something I don't mean.
"It's okay. Proves Jeonghan isn't very professional." But once again, I felt like I had to apologize. Just, for always being trouble to him. "I'm sorry Hansol. I'm truly sorry to you."
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Edited August 3rd, 2016
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