After giving you my virginity, telling you some dark secrets, and coming out for you, I realized something very important. You meant a lot to me, Yoon Jeonghan. How do I know this?
The answer is simple. The answer is actually, the simplest.
Because I loved you. I loved you so much it hurt. Well, I thought I did. Lately, I've been doubting that I loved you and was just confused. But that, that is not the point.
I loved you so much that when I saw you hug Seungcheol for the first time, my chest burned. Rumors were spreading. Just like when we started going out, except instead of hearing Jeonghan and Jisoo, I would hear Jeonghan and Seungcheol.
"Did you know that Seungcheol and Jeonghan were dating?"
"Really? How'd you know?"
"I saw Jeonghan get walked to class by Seungcheol. They kissed and everything."
"Wow. That means Joshua's back on the market."
"Mhm."
Conversations like that, I heard them on a daily basis. But I ignored them. They didn't matter. Why? Because in the end Jeonghan would come to me. He was mine at the end of the day. He would come to me, kiss me, hug me, make love to me. Not Seungcheol. At least, I thought so.
I used to say that I knew so. I knew Jeonghan was not a cheater. It was why I never asked when he would come over later than planned. Why I would never asked why he would not show up to our dates and leave me hanging. Why he was so much more meaner. I never asked. I believed in him.
I loved Jeonghan.
If you haven't noticed, that was a clear mistake.
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Edited August 12th, 2016
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