Dan Howell fanfiction-Darling don't forget me

Chapter Fourteen

*ALISHAS POV*

"Boyfriend.. Boyfriend?" I smiled to myself before rolling onto my side and closing my eyes tightly "Dan Howell is my boyfriend".

"I love you" Liam said looking down at me, I put my head on his chest

"I love you too babe, but this films boring can we change it please?" the tv went off

"No, I have something better to do" he said with a smirk before putting his large hand into my tight skinny jeans

"No, babe no. Just turn the tv back on and change the film?"

"I would rather do this, please?" he asked politely while playing with the lace on my thong

"No another time okay?" he quickly moved his hand from the inside of my pants and gripped my arm

"No!?" you could see the anger in his eyes, he gripped my arm even tighter and pulled me to my feet

"Ouch. Liam your hurting me!" my eyes soon got teary he's done this before many times actually he does it when he gets angry, he moved his hand from my arm to my neck and he slammed my back against the cold wall

"Well its what fridgid bitches like you deserve!" he slaps me across the face with his free hand then I feel a lot of pressure in my stomach I realized he had kneed me he did it again soon after but this time it was much harder, the grip on my throat was getting harder making the air get thinner.

"Liam please" I gasp struggling to breath

"Your a weak bitch" I heard him laugh before I black out.

I sit up fast crying hysterically, "its okay, Ali its was just a bad dream" Dan said wrapping his arm around me I leapt up, Dan looked both confused and offended

"Dan I'm sorry... Its just.. The dream it was about Liam"

"Oh.." He looks kind of hurt, that's when I realized what I just said sounded like

"Oh no no, about when he you know?? abused me." it hurt saying that, it brung back loads of horrific memories that I wish could be removed from my head "Oh Ali.." he stood up and wrapped his arms around me he loosened his grip and looks into my eyes "I'm here now, and I will never let anyone or anything hurt you! You don't realize how much you mean to me." he kissed my forehead and tightened the grip once again.

"I love you Dan" I say but this time I say it with meaning

"I love you so much more Ali, but its half 6 you need sleep" he says softly lying me back down and pulling the duvet over me he began walking to the door but I needed him with me

"Wait!! Dan." I said suddenly feeling shy

"Hm?" he turned around in the doorway

"Stay with me? just for tonight, you know? In case I have another bad dream?"

"What about Phil?" he asked looking slightly worried

"He will understand, please?"

"Of course princess" he slowly walked over to the bed and lay down next to me pulling me into a spoon "night gorgeous"

"Night babe" I shut my eyes once again but this time feeling warm and safe.

__________ in the morning __________

I opened my eyes noticing Dan was no longer next to me, I stood up putting my hair in a messy pony tail and walked into the kitchen where I saw Phil "So I've heard you heard a nightmare?" he asks and I replied with a nod "what was it about?" I just started crying and wrapped my arms around him

"Phil, there something I need to tell you.." he nodded slightly I started to pull up my sleeves revealing my bruise's, I hated showing them they are just a horrible reminder of what has happened in my past but he's my brother and he needs to know how I got them he needs to know what's happened since he moved.

"Oh my god Ali.. how did you get those?" I was trying to hold back my tears

"Liam.." Phil always used to tell me to stay away from him because he was bad news but I never used to listen so I feel really guilty

"Explain??"

"Well he used to want to be really.. you know? sexual all the time and if I ever didn't want to he would hit kick slap punch or knee me many times and well I dreamt about the time he wanted to finger me but I didn't want to so he held me against the wall by my throat and he just hurt me in any way he could and he did that until I blacked out, that's when I woke up, but when I was there when I woke up I was tied to a chair and he raped me. He raped me phil.. I want to forget but I cant and I keep having these horrific nightmares about it and I cant make it stop" I said looking down, I noticed Phil's eyes drift behind me

"You never told me it was that bad.." I turned around seeing a tear sliding down Dans cheek, I walked over to him wrapping my arms tightly around him

"You didn't need to know.." I said pulling away

"We are here for you Ali, you know that don't you?" Phil asked, I turned around and nodded

"I know Phil and I love you for that but would you mind if I go me and Dan need to have a conversation?"

"yeah sure that's fine" I walked back over and wrapped my arms around my brother]

"I love you Philly" I showed a small smile

"I love you to Ali"

I turned around and took Dan's hand dragging him to my room, I took a seat on my bed before saying "something I find really funny is that this relationship started all because I forgot my towel and had to run down your corridor naked" I chuckled

"who would've thought a relationship could've started because of something like that, but if you don't mind me asking what does this have to do with the thing you and Phil were talking about?" Dan asked looking rather confused.

"I'm getting there if you let me finish, and even though I was naked most lads would then like me for my body but you.. you forgot about that and liked me for me and I admire you for that, you listen to me and you care about me genuinely and your probably still thinking 'what does any of this have to do with that conversation she was having with Phil earlier?' Well its me saying that your nothing like Liam and that you don't have to worry about what Liam has done to me because when I'm with you I don't even think of it okay? So don't worry about it because I love you now and your the only person I want on my mind" I say then I place my lips onto his.

"I will try not to think about it okay? But you have to understand that its hard knowing the girl I love had been abused by some dickhead and I'm not allowed to do anything about it, but because I love you I will try to forget okay" he puts his hand behind my back pulling me close I put my head on his shoulder I felt him planting soft kisses on my forehead

"Your the only person I need Dan"

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Sorry not much has happened this chapter I didn't know what to write but I have decided to write one chapter per day.

But anyway a new chapter will be out tomorrow, but as for now bye.