You are not allowed to storm here
And break me again
Tear me up like crumpled paper
Even if it is not what you intend.
I don't want to ache
But please don't leave me with my ideas at 10
With all the same questions everyday
The same words I say
Yet I act like they are different
When I know I have gone insane.
Doing the same damn routines
On different scenes
Love then hate
Till my eyes burn for staying late
Everytime you ignite a feeling inside me
That wishes to be let out
Not extinguished
And so I let my words flow
Heartbeat on paper as my ball pen rolls.