I don't understand why this feels different yet the same too
You are the only person darling
Out of the 3 of you
You are the only one
That has me on a leash like a dog
And even if you forget to feed me
May it be 20 mins, hours, days or weeks
One pet darling you got me.
I never chased
Nor stayed in a hurtful not so innocent crush
But you
Oh you
I don't know what you do
Im staying on my lane
But even the lane moves for you
Im keeping my hands to my pockets
But sometimes they shockingly fall to your shoulders
I can't keep up with my own rule
They bend for you
I can't even look you in the eye
But Im falling in a stupid pit of blind love for you
Im all for control
I manage myself
But with you
My God with you
I don't even know where to place myself
Im a ghost when Im beside you
I can only see
Spectate a forecasted tragedy
Watch how my heart flames
But you always come around
Dumping ice cold water to my sleepwalking soul
