Running out of Time <A Gravity Falls Book>

14.Insane

( I really want to punch some people in the face sometimes... )

I woke up in my own bed. I yawn but stay in the bed.
I close my eyes again... Tired from the past week.

Right as I was about to fall back asleep I heard Dipper whisper my name.
"Lilly pad...you awake?" he said.
I turn my head around.

He looked tired. "Sorry to uh... To wake you up." he said.
"I-its ok... What's up..."
I ask then yawn.
"I c-cant sleep...I Just feel so bad...." he says fiddling with his fingers.

I pay next to me. He walks up to the bed. Then he gets in.
"Don't feel bad...Dipper. You had a good reason..." I say. He pulls me close and I snuggle into him.

He rubs my back softly.
"I l-love you..." I say. He yawns.
"I love you too......" he dozed off.
I smile.

A couple of hours later...

I wake up to a knock at the front door.
I rub my Tired eyes and dipper moves slightly.
I escape from his grip and put some clothes on.
I run downstairs and see Mabel at the door, talking to someone.
"Yeah...whatever. Listen I need to talk to Dipper and That Lilly girl..." the girl says.

"Mabel." I say. She turns.
"Oh Lilly! Where's Dipper?" she asked.
"Asleep. Who is that?" I ask.
"This is Pacifica...from northwest manor." she says.
"Bro Bro!!!" Mabel yells. I hear a this shortly after that. I run upstairs and see he was on the ground. I wanted to laugh but I held back.

"Dipper, Pacifica is at your door..." I say.
He looks at me confused.
I shrug and we walk down stairs. Mabel moves out of the way and I see a beach blonde at the front step again.
"Pacifica...what do you want?"
Dipper says.
"Well I need a favor from you're friend over there..." she points toward me.

"Wait me? Why?" I ask.
She rolls her eyes.
"I hear from a little bird your like some kind of supernatural." she says chewing her gum.

Dipper told me about Pacifica.
"Yeah... No way." I say.
"What?! Wait please!" she says.
I turn but stop a moment.

"Wait...who told you about me?" I ask. She froze in place.
"I will tell you if you help me." she says. I smirk. "So you think that...you Can just stomp your pretty little butt over here and blackmail me into doing what you want? No... That does NOT work with me." I say.

My rage was real... "Ok! Ok! I'm sorry! Don't destroy me and what not!" she says. I roll my eyes. Dipper puts his arm around me.

"What favor do you want her to do?" Dipper asked.
"It's...it's About a certain triangle I know..." she says scratching the back of her neck.

My eyes go wide. "Yeah. He said that if I get you to do something that He would leave me alone..." she says.
"So I need you to do whatever this page says..." She explains and pulls out an envelope.
She hands it to me.

"Here."
I look at the envelope and then at Dipper. He shrugs.
I sigh.Why was I doing this?
"Okay. Now leave me alone." I say.
She rolls her eyes. Then leaves.
Dipper shuts the door. He lets go of me and I open the envelope.
There inside was the words;

Kill pine tree

~ Bill cipher

I crumble up the paper and throw it. No. No way was I doing that.
Bill was insane.
Dipper picks up the crumbled
Piece of paper. I felt the hot tears stream down my face covering my mouth.

He reads it and looks at me.
"N-no...." I whisper.
I run out the door and go into the forest. I kept running until my knees fell weak.
"Don't hurt him Bill... I know your watching. Your always watching..." I say

I sobbed hard. A few minutes later I hear someone's voice. I look up and see that pestering
Dorito.
"What now Bill..." I say.
"Oh nothing...just waiting on your decision...." he said.
I roll my eyes.
"Your insane." I whisper.

He just laughs. "Wow Blue Jay! Where did you get that idea from?!" he says sarcastically.
"Blue Jay?" I question.

He nods. "That's not my name..." I say.
"Why does that sound familiar... Oh yes! Pine tree!" he says.
I wipe the rest of my tears away.

"Either way blue jay, pine tree goes!" he said. I shook my head.
"Go...Away..." I say gritting my teeth.
He laughs again then dissapears.
I stand up and realize that I was still crying. I walked neck to the shack silently.
Blue jay... Blue jay....
I hear whispering. I cry a bit harder. "Stop...." I mumble.

I open the door and go through the gift shop.
I enter the living room and it was empty.
I sit on the couch and sob into my knees. Why me....

"Lillypad..." I hear Dipper whisper.
I don't bother to look up.
"I can't do it...Dipper..." I say.
I could feel him sit next to me.

"Stan knows..." he said.
I look up and see Stan now.
I shake my head and look back down.
"I want it t-to end... I knew I shouldn't h-ave gotten too c-close..." I stutter.

"Close to what?" Mabel asks.
"Close to you guys.... I h-havent ever had anyone get too close t-o me because i-in the e-end I have always gotten heart b-broken..."

I explain. I feel Dippers hands pull my face up.
"We will find a way through this...okay? No one needs to get hurt." he said.
"He visited.me while i-i was in the forest...He said it would happen no m-matter What... Dipper I need to leave. Away from you..." I say.

"I don't want to hurt anyone..." I say.
Than I began to feel light-headed.
I held my head then collaps to the ground and it all goes black.