X, Luca

Chapter VII

Journal,
We think we're cooler than cool.

There's a lot that an average person will experience in their life but no one will get to experience what I feel when I'm with her. For sure this will never happen to anyone else I know that.

We were at her house chilling, like villains, obviously. And I had decided to flick through the channels on the television because her phone was more important I guess. I stopped when I happened upon a Divergent interview with Theo James- Skye's "one in a million".

"Babe, your Bae is on the tv," I said looking across from me to her- still on her phone.
"You're so funny, baby. You're right here," She said placing her legs on mine.
"Last time I checked, I don't have an English accent and a smolder that you, and I quote, could literally die over," I laugh looking how she suddenly shifts her eyes from her phone to me to the tv.

"Holy shit, he's hot," She almost moaned- leaning back onto the pillows of her window seat.

"Okay but like you have a boyfriend," I mutter. I'll admit I was jealous- she doesn't even know him know him and yet she's so desperately in love with the fool. Plus he's like 30 or more, she's only 18- that's not going to work out. Plus there isn't a way in hell I would allow that to happen.

"Of course Luca. You're my best friend and my boyfriend. It's just, just he's just so hot. Do you see his jawline?!" She demands, waving her hands obnoxiously at the television.

"Yes but mine is better. And personally, I am soooo hotter than Theo, if I do say so myself," I say ever so seriously.

"Why did you put this on if you're just going to get jealous huh?" She says, her tone of voice increasing.

"I'm- I am not jealous," I stumble on my words, trying to match her tone of voice.

"You know for a damn fact that I would never intentionally compare you to someone I have minute chances with. Luca can you just stop being so overdramatic?!" She starts to yell louder- lifting her legs off of me and gets up to walk around.

"I am not being overdramatic. I'm just- I'm just..." I falter, running a hand through my hair and down my neck.

"You're what? What can honestly be the problem, Luca?!" She turns, her tanned skin becoming a bit red from the anger boiling out of her body.

"I'm just feeling ignored alright?! You're either always on your phone or your laptop or talking about this asshole on the television. Is that alright with you, goddamn," I yell, finally getting up from where I sat.

"Have you ever thought that I might be checking my phone or laptop because I get emails from colleges multiple times a day. And have you ever stopped to think that I talk about Theo fucking James because it's a natural thing to do? Girls talk about other guys and say they're hot- even if they're with someone because it's a girl thing. We can appreciate other men, asshole," She yells, and I am so happy that her parents and siblings are not home.

"Ok fine I get the whole college thing but seriously 'it's a girl thing'? You would be so fucking pissed if I say Cara Delevigne was smoking hot."

"Actually no, because I agree- if I were a lesbian be damned sure that I would bang her," She smirked, feeling pretty cocky and I know it.

"Oh my fucking god Skye. Why can't you just admit that you are ignoring me?"

"Because I'm not. Making sure my future is one hundred percent secured is not ignoring you. It's me making sure I'm successful. Don't you damn blame this shit on me. I give you space when you need it and I try my fucking best to try and help you. But nooooo, that's apparently ignoring you. What kind of fucking shit is that Luca?"

"Sometimes you just need to shut up," I mutter, shaking my head and pressing her up against the closest wall.

"And sometimes you need to stop being so goddamn stubb-" My lips on hers lead her not finish the sentence.

The kiss turned a bit heated, and when I mean a bit, I mean a lotta bit. Skye dragged me to her bed, placing herself on top of me. She unbuttoned the buttons of my shirt but stopped at my pants, muttering a "motherfucker".

"What, what's wrong?" I ask, sitting up and pulling her into my lap from where she was sitting next to me on the bed.

"We can't do this today," She motioned in between us.
"Why Angel, it's not like our first time?" Chuckling, remembering the memory from the summer after sophomore year.
"Becauseeee we can't," She whines, wrapping her arms around my neck and pushing her face into my chest.

"Ohhhhh I know why," I laugh, nudging my face into her neck. "That's why we had that stupid fight because you're on your per-" "Do not finish your sentence or I will really fucking leave you for Theo James," She mumbles while slapping me in the chest.

"Do you want to do something?" I ask, rubbing my hands up and down her sides.
"I want you to run to the store and grab me cookie dough and an iced coffee at the Italian bakery we always go to...please?" She mumbles, climbing off me and under the multiple blankets she has on her bed.

"Alright, I'll go do that. I expect The Lion King to be on when I get back," I say, placing a kiss on her forehead.

I came back and we watched her favorite movie of all time. We then cuddled for a bit and ate all the junk I had bought. Skye being Skye wanted to take pictures and even in the worst state she could possibly be in- she insisted. Her brother had walked in on one of the many pictures and he had decided to send it to me.

That's why it is the attached photo above. We can't live without each other. Even if my smoking hot girlfriend wants to bang Theo James and Cara Delvigne. It's alright I guess- because I know she'll choose me over them any day.

x Luca