I'm Gonna Make You Miss Me (Sam Hunt)

Chapter 10: Oh No, Leah.

-5 Months Later-

~Leah's POV~

I woke up in excruciating pain. My stomach was killing me! I had just started to show some what of a baby bump. The past few weeks had been fairly easy, but today was a change of plans, I guess. I couldn't believe the amount of pain I was in. I hurt all over. I wasn't sure what to do. It's not like there are a ton of medicines you can take for stomach pain when you are pregnant, and it's not like I knew which ones I could take, anyways. It had been a little over five months since I found out I was pregnant and I've had good results so far. I still haven't found out the gender; I was hoping to wait for the end to find out.

I sighed as I tried getting up out of bed. I had to work today, but I would be on maternity leave within a few weeks. I wasn't working today, though. The pain was way too much to handle. I had to go to the doctor. Not only for pain medicine, but to make sure everything was okay with the baby.

I didn't have any family that could go with me and it wasn't like I could just call up Sam and have him tag along, either. I haven't talked to him for three months. The only reason I had talked to him then was because he was moving for Nashville to get in the studio and going on a tour soon. It's bullshit how he can't be there for his unborn child, but it is what it is. I am perfectly capable of raising this baby on my own. I decided on calling who has been there for me ever since I started college. My best friend. I knew she would go with me and I honestly needed some kind of support today. Not only was I in extreme amount of pain but I was pained emotionally as well.

~At The Doctor~

"Okay, Leah, we found the verdict," the doctor said.

"Okay. What is it?" I asked, nervous as hell.

I had been at the doctor for almost an hour and still hadn't found anything out. They ran several tests, ultrasounds, and everything and finally the doctor was going to tell me what was wrong. I knew there was something wrong based on Doctor Johnson's facial expressions. For the past five months that I have been going here, he always had a smile on his face and he always referred to me as his "favorite patient". But today... Today his expressions were totally different.

"Leah, I'm sorry to tell you this. Due to the large amount of stress that you had, you had a miscarriage." the doctor said.

I can't believe this. I have tried to lower the stress as much as possible. I have done everything I could possibly think to do that way this baby would be as healthy as possible. But I guess in the end, I screw everything up. I screw up relationships, I screw up carrying a baby, I screw up everything.

"Oh my god" I said in complete shock.

"We'll take care of everything. But, this isn't the end of the news. According to everything we found, you will not be able to have kids any time in the future." he added.

Great. Just fucking great. That's something I had always wanted. I had always wanted to have a family, but I guess that dream was just rolled up into a ball and thrown out under a bus.

"Oh okay... Thanks for everything, doctor. I appreciate it." I said, sighing.

"You're welcome. It's our pleasure. You're free to go." He said, releasing me from the doctors office.

I couldn't help it. I tried not to breakdown and cry, but it was too much. First I loose Sam, Second, I find out that I miscarried. That's an expecting mothers worse nightmare. Then if all that wasn't enough, I find out I'll never have kids in the future. Everything I have ever wanted was just thrown away. It's crazy the way life works sometimes.

"Leah! Oh my God! What's wrong?" my mother said over the phone.

"Mom, I lost the baby." I said, sobbing.

The first thing I did once I got back home was call my parents. I really needed to talk to my mom right now.

"Oh my goodness. I am so sorry, honey. I know this isn't the right time to bring anything up but did you tell Sam?" She asked.

"No, not yet. I'm going to call him tonight." I replied.

"Okay."

"Alright, mom. I'll let you go. I just wanted to call you and talk for a minute to tell you everything. I love you. Tell Dad the news, please. Tell him I love him too." I said, before hanging up.

If this wasn't a day from hell, I don't know what is.