I'm Gonna Make You Miss Me (Sam Hunt)

Chapter 16: Home Bound

I'm Gonna Make You Miss Me (Sam Hunt)

Chapter 16: Home Bound

~Leila's Point Of View~

Home bound today... Wow, it's hard to believe what kind of crazy adventure this has been. Everything that could go wrong, has went wrong. The only thing I did gain in this whole thing was three friends. Tyler, Brian, and Michael seem like really nice guys. It's hard to believe that they're friends with Sam. But then again, they're probably just being welcoming to him because he is a newbie. Also, they don't know everything about him. They just know his past.

I reluctantly got out of bed and went to the bathroom of the hotel room and took a quick shower. Today was going to be a long day of nothing but traveling. I hated it and the reason for it is even more stupid.

I had taken a quick shower and had made sure I had all my belongings in my bags and made sure nothing would be forgotten. I unplugged my phone from the charger that it was charged in to all night and put the charger in my carry on. I unlocked the phone revealing a ton, and I mean a ton of unread messages from multiple senders.

I began to go through them.

Momma: Hey sweetie! How is your trip going? Text me or your father if you need anything! Love you!

Leila~ Hey mom... I'm coming home today. I will call you when I get home and explain everything.. I love you too.

Brian~ Heyy

Brian~ How are you?

Brian~ Oh shit, you're probably on the plane. Shit shit shit! I'm sorry.. Anyways, text me when you get home.. Had a question to ask you (:

Leila~ I was asleep lol. It's ok. I'm leaving for the airport right now. And okay, I'll be sure to text you. :)

Tyler~ Hey, you may or not be on the plane right now, I dunno. Anyways, have a safe trip. Nice seeing you when you were here! You seem really nice.. hopefully Brian and I see you again sometime soon?

Leila~ It was nice seeing you guys as well, even if it was only for a little bit. Thanks. And yeah, we can maybe set something up. I'll keep in touch with you guys.

Sam~ Hey... Sorry.. I guess I took things kind of wrong.. Michael shouldn't have done what he did, though. Maybe we can talk one day?

Leila~ No, Sam, I don't think we can. You've made too many mistakes. I'm not putting myself through that anymore. Delete my number from your phone, dumbass.

Michael~ Hey.. You need to talk to Sam... he really wants to make things up with you now I think. I don't know. He went drinking last night and came back to the tour bus drunk. I never seen him in that bad of shape...

Leila~ Eh, he'll be fine. He should have thought about that before he did everything he did. A person can only take so much stuff before they end it. I've taken all I can handle from him. Michael, I really appreciate you trying to help. Thank you so much. Sadly, everything that anyone has tried with him never works until it is too late.

I sighed as I had finally replied to the last message and then got the last of my things and walked out the door. I was leaving this town and hopefully not coming back for a long time. I had everything planned.

I'm gonna go back home, go back to my job, get back on track and finish college. I'm not going to worry about relationships right now. I've had enough of that for a while. If someone enters my life, then fine. But it isn't something I'm going to chase after. At least not right now anyways. Even after this long stressful year, I'm ready for a new one. I'm ready to start over. I'm ready to put this past year behind me and begin a new one. Words can't describe how greatfull I am for the New Year to be coming in just two short months. Everyone knows I need it.

~Sam's Point of View~

I screwed up. I can't believe I was that fucking stupid. I've hurt the girl that I loved more than anything. I don't know if it's the alcohol, the words Michael, Brian, and Tyler said earlier, or what it is that's making me finally realize everything I've done in the past few months.

I've broken up with a girl, I've found out she was pregnant, and didn't try and make it work with her. Then, one night out of pure anger I go to the bar in town. I meet a girl there and end up having a one night stand... Now she's pregnant and trying to make it work with me and I wouldn't even try. It's amazing how much shit can happen in a five month time period. So now I'm a biological 'father' to two kids. One that died, and one that is unborn. I'm not with either one of their mothers. I chose the alcohol and music over everything. I really am a fuck up, ain't I? My dad really was right. He knew I would never amount to anything and look at me now. I've got money coming in, but that's it. I don't have a significant other, I don't have a family. The only thing I have is a grandmother who's on her death bed. She could die any minute and instead of me going back home to spend her last days with her, I'm here in Nashville having a grand time. My life is a disaster and no one knows the half or it. No one knows my demons... No one knows what I'm going through. I keep relying on alcohol to be there. I don't know what I'm going to do when that leaves too.

~A/N: Wow.. Some crazy stuff in that chapter, huh? Sorry i haven't updated in so long! I've had a lot of finals, plus the holidays were crazy. Be sure to comment and vote.~