sorting out my feelings

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LACEYS POV

Wednesday rolled by fast. It was already lunch and I was sitting at our normal table with everyone. Rebecca was gossiping like always and was clinging onto Harrys arm just like usual.Delilah and I were talking about just random things. I sat there eating my lunch as my eyes came in contact with Harrys. He sent me a million dollar smile and I felt my cheaks begin to warm up. Why was I blushing? Actually I really didn't know why. I really need to sort out my feelings for this boy and as I look away from his longing glare, I decide this would be the time I do that.

Well,first I ask myself do I like him. Well ofcourse I didn't like him like a crush, its my third day but he had this effect over me. It made me melt on the inside. His smile and presence made my cheaks heat up but I realize he was cute, but I don't have a crush on him, that was do soon I mean we did almost kiss last night, but I guess its better if we forgot about that. I'm only doing all theses flirty things so he can fall in love with me so I can be prom queen. So my reputation won't be ruined. So I can be the cool girl. So I Lacey Bennett can fit in.

"Lacey..." Delilah says as she waves her pink fingertips infront of my face.

"Huh? Oh what?" I ask. I then notice everyone was looking at me and I had been zoning out.

"You weren't paying attention." She says.

"Oh sorry." I say looking around. Everyone burst into laughter at me. I send a small nervous laugh and my cheaks heat up for the second time today. Harry sends me another smile and I loosen up. Then a little part of me wishes for something crazy, I wished for Harry to be mine. God damn you feelings.

AUTHOR NOTE

just a small short chapter... next chapter is auditions though.... I'll work on Ithaca chapter today but might not get poster until tommorow or Sunday. So I need songs for people to sing! I know what Harry is singing but I want you to comment what you think Lacey Katie stasi Rebecca and Delilah should sing... please comment I need opinions..... anyway thank you for so many reads! vote fan and comment!!

~olivia ;)

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