I just know..!

Chapter 19

I released my breath which I didn't know I was holding. He didn't look at me neither did I. I just wanted to get this shit handled. I didn't want to go back to where I started.. I wanted to stay strong! I wanted to believe that one day this will get better!
"I'm sorry!" He whispered.
But it was okay, I've been through such situations a million times.
People always leave!
"I know you'll come back!" I was telling myself more than him.
"How?"
"I just know!!" I told him resting my head on his chest. None of us spoke. I could hear his heartbeat, I could feel the smile on his face. He caressed my hair and after what felt like hours he said "Be my girlfriend for today and tomorrow!"
A tear rolled out of my eyes and sinked into shirt.
"Yes sir!"
"I like it!"
"What?"
"Sir!!!" We smiled and we kissed. After every kiss he whispered how much he loved me.

Should I be happy that I'm finally in love with someone who loves me back? Or Should I cry knowing it won't last?

"I'm coming in!?!" Blake announced before coming in.
"What is it Blake?" Steve asked impatiently. I was glad for his reason of anger.
"It's all ready!" He said with a big smile.
"What's all ready?" I enquired but both of them didn't care to reply.
"Get ready and come down!" Steve said and got down from the bed. I went behind him to the door and just before leaving "I want to see my angel!" He added.
That flirtatious frog!

I chose a teeny tiny red dress, a platinum chain and bracelet. I straightened my hair and didn't use much of makeup.
Getting ready for Steve meant so much for me. The way he looks at me is soo special that I can actually try makeup everyday...everyday?..these two days!!
Tears started welling up in my eyes. But I had to stay strong..at least until he leaves.

'Take the envelope from Al and start!' Steve texted.

I went down where Al was already waiting for me at the end of the staircase with an envelope and my car keys.
"You look like a rose!" Brandon said.
"Thanks!" I blushed. Why am I blushing at every goddamn thing..Maybe this is what love does?
"Use protection!" Al whispered into my ears when she hugged.
I was taken aback at first and then I smiled nervously.. How can I be so happy? There must be something coming up?

'The first thing you think about as soon as you get up' The letter in the envelope said.
"Food!" I said to myself the next instant and drove towards the usual food joint.

"Ma'am! You must be Blaze, the sweetheart!" He asked.
"Yes!" I smiled taking the envelope the man gave.

'You can keep sniffing here!'
The letter said.
"I don't sniff!" I exclaimed to myself and then thought.
"Coffee!" I thought and drove to the nearest Starbucks.
I remembered him making fun of me in New York for sniffing his coffee..that observing ostrich!
I blushed and went in hoping to find him there.

'Ma'am,you must be Blaze, the sweetheart?" One of the waiters asked.
"That is me!" I replied and took the envelope she gave.

'Vroom vroom!
Turn me!'
I opened my wallet to call him as I flipped the paper.. How long? I wanted to see him bad!
'Don't call'

I blushed.
What was this man?
How does he know everything?
He is making me go mad...for him!
By the way,what does he mean by 'vroom vroom'... A bike?.which bike?..place for bikes? Racing? Yes!!....bike racing..The stadium!
I drove to the stadium, I wanted see him..the last two days 'until we meet again' and he is playing!
"Ma'am you must be Blaze-"
"The sweetheart!" I was getting impatient. He had no envelope.. Did he lose it? I will kill this man!
'Our first kiss!' It appeared on the LCD and I blushed.
I love you,Steve!
I hurriedly ran to my car and drove to 'The Rock'.