Never Forgetting What She Did

chapter 4- Feeling guilty

Seth- Keegan I love you.
Wait did he just say that?
Keegan-what?
He chuckled at me. He lifted my head with his fingers. He leaned in closer...and closer...and closer...and then...
Keegan- AHHH!
I woke up from my dream screaming. What was wrong with me?! I mean what the fudge! Ugh. I got out of bed and took a shower. I put on a plaid shirt and jean shorts and I put on some jordans. I brushed my hair, ate breakfast, and then I brushed my teeth. I got in my car and left to go to school. Andy was being picked up by one of his friends Nick. I pulled up in the parking lot and got out only to see Adam making out with some random girl. I think her name is Jocelyn.
He disgusts me.
Keegan- Get a room!
I yelled at Adam. He stopped kissing her and looked at me.
Adam- you want some?
He gestured to himself with his hand.
Keegan- Nah...only in your dreams Adam.
Adam- No Kk in your dreams
Keegan- You wish.
I started to walk again as Adam swallowed Jocelyn's face.
*at lunch*
I sat down with Ember, Michael,Evan, and John.
Ember- so John, Evan how did the cheerleader thing go?
Keegan- cheerleader thing?
Michael- they asked some cheerleaders to date them.
Keegan- oh I remember...at the party we went to.
Evan- yeah and now I'm dating Katrina now and I actually like her.
John- Im dating Evelyn.
Keegan- okay then.
Then all the sudden Adam decided to come sit at our table beside of me.
Adam- you ready for some keegan?
Keegan- no never in a million years.
Adam- aw come on please?
Keegan- Why don't you go fuck Leah or something.
Adam looked mad now...like really mad.
Adam- Why would I want her if I can have you?
Keegan-Who ever said you can have me.
Adam- me, myself, and I.
Keegan- the three versions of a manwhore.
Everyone started to laugh except Adam. He looked pissed now.
Adam- I'm not a manwhore.
Keegan- Oh really? Then why do you screw every girl in the school?
Adam- I don't
Keegan- Yeah but you've kissed almost every girl.
Adam- at least I don't go crying to my mom every night about how I can't get a guy. You probably get your rude ways from your m-
Before he finished his sentence I slapped him in the face and we both stood up.
Keegan- YOU NEVER TALK ABOUT MY MOM LIKE THAT YOU STUPID JERK! DONT EVER TALK ABOUT HER!!
Adam- Why not?! Cause that actually happens?!
I feel my eyes start to water as the memory of my mom pops into my mind.
Keegan- I hate you. I don't get how any girl can stand your selfish ways. Your too pathetic to even live.
And with that I just left leaving everyone at the table in shock and then Ember came running after me.

Adams pov.
I don't know what I did wrong. I mean I know I said mean things to her but I didn't know she would react like that. I follow Ember and Keegan. They stop and I stay behind a corner to listen to them.
Ember- hey you ok?
I just now noticed that Keegan was crying. Did I really hurt het that bad? She wiped away some of her tears.
Keegan- Yeah but I just can't believe he pushed it that far.
Ember- I know. Its hard when the subject comes up.
Keegan- I miss her so much.
Ember- she'll always still be with you.
Keegan- Thanks Ember.
They hugged each other and walked away.

Ok so because I said something about her mom she got mad and then I pushed it too far and made her cry because of some personal reason of hers. But I made her cry...and I kinda...feel...guilty. I feel guilty.