I Always Want What I Cant Have: A Cody Simpson Love Story

Beach Blues

I woke up the next morning totally bummed. I know, I should be totally happy. And I was. But I was so sad that my party was already over! It was the best night of my life.

Cody had a concert in Vegas today so I didn't get to see him. But we basically texted all day long. We talk 24/7 - sometimes he'll even text me during wardrobe changes during his concerts. It's makes me feel really loved. All those girls screaming his name, and he's makig them wait just so he can see how I'm doing.

Maci and I decided to hit the beach today. Get a little sun, maybe even swim a little.

I was wearing my teal bikini with golden flowers from Urban Outfitters, my leopard print Raybandz and some to-die-for white sandals.

I picked Maci up and we were off. I turned on my radio and was happily rocking to Flo Rida's Where Dem Girls At when Maci ubruptly pressed the OFF button.

"Um," I questioned, "Is something wrong?"

"No," she shook her head, "But I thought you should know..."

"Yes?"

"Jake might stop by..." she said trailing off.

I groaned. "Mace! Ugh. Fine."

Dont get me wrong- I loved Jake to pieces. He's an amazing guy- but I specifically told Maci I wanted to have an US day at the beach, and US has never included Jake.

"Oh c'mon Ky! It'll be fun" Maci smiled.

I just kinda nodded and turned on the radio again.

When we got to Malibu, who was already there awaiting our arrival, but Jake?

I greeted him with a hug, and grabbed the umbrella from the trunk.

"Did you tell her?" I heard Jake whisper under his breath.

I whiped around "What? Tell me what?"

Maci shot Jake a look, "Nothing! I mean... It's a suprise. You'll find out soon enough.."

There was no point in me trying to squeeze it out of Maci. She was really stubborn when it came to this stuff.

So I shrugged and walked toward the sand.

I had gotten my sunscreen on and was just getting relaxed when- Beeeeep. Text message!

From Cody:

Just performed "On My Mind" and guess who I couldn't stop thinking about? ;-)

To Cody:

Uhhh Lacey? :)

From Cody:

Eew. Just. No. YOU! I love ya babe :) have a good day c ya soon!!

To Cody:

Back at ya dude :) 143! Rock that stage. :)

I put my phone down and glanced out at the waves crashing on the shore. Even when I wasn't with Cody- he had a way to make me feel weak at the knees.

I closed my eyes and let the sun soak in to my skin.

"Hey guys wanna go get a snow cone?" I asked calmly.

Silence.

I glanced in their direction and rolled my eyes. Of course. The two little sucker fish couldn't keep their lips off of each other for two seconds. Ugh. Ew.

"Guys?" I asked getting quite irritated.

"Whatever. I'm getting a snow cone. But I know when I come back you'll be doing the same thing. So I don't know why I'm wasting my time talking to you. You won't even know I'd ever left!" I rambled.

Jake and Maci pulled a part and were breathing heavily. "Did ya say something Ky?" Maci questioned.

"No. I'm going for a walk," I angrily replied.

But of course she was too in to Jake to even hear me.

I walked down to a snack bar and ordered one grape snow cone.

Then I realized who was actually working the snack bar. "Noah?!" I muttered in disbelief.

"Ya. So uhm, where's your little boyfriend?" he asked glancing around.

"Just being extremely succesful performig for yet another sold out show!" I smartly replied.

"Im sure." he said, handing me my snow cone. "Listen Kyra, I'm really sorry things ended the way they did. But I think I deserve a second chance-" Noah said with a cocky nod.

"Huh! And why would that be?" I scoffed.

"I was the best boyfriend ever!" he seriously explained.

"Getting rid of you was the smartest choice I ever made!" I replied, smacking down the money for my snow cone and leaving.

"This isn't over!" Noah yelled after me, "Im going to get rid of that punk! Now you can make it easy or you can make it difficult!"

Another threat from this guy? Oh boy.

I wasn't necessarily afraid of Noah, but he has gotten in fights and beaten others up pretty bad. He had a slight temper problem.

I had to tell Maci and Jake- maybe they knew a way I could get Noah off of my back.

"Guys, guess what!" I said quite flustered.

They resumed kissing. Of course.

"Guys?!" I said, anger rising.

And, again, nothing.

"Screw it! Screw ALL of it!" I said, infuriated.

Well, at least that broke them a part.

"What do you want?" Maci scoffed. "Cant you see we're busy?"

I was shocked. "I WANT friends who will take two seconds to stop sucking each other's faces to hear that my safety has been threatened!" I angrily replied.

Maci and Jake just looked at me, so I stormed off. I had no clue where I was going, I just wanted to be as far away from this as possible.

Maci and Jake aske me to "c'mon sit down" but I ignored them and kept walking about three hundred yards up the beach.

I sat in the sand by myself, drawing stars in the sand- when a firm grip grabbed my shoulders.

"You're coming with me-" a voice so familiar insisted, but I was so afraid that I couldn't even bring my self to realize who it was.

The next thing I knew, I was tossed around, and looking out the window of a dark van.

Noah's van.

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Gasp!!!

lots of questions to consider!

now I want some opinions! What do you think of the characters? Do you like Kyra? What about Maci and Jake, do you think Lacey can change?

I wanna see what y'all think :) vote comment whatever. Haha

and I just wanna say THANK YOU to my fans :) I love all eight of you. And the other partial 'fans' who read but haven't fanned- I love you guys just as much :) thanks for believing in me guys :)