How to Make Senpai Notice [DISCONTINUED]

Entry 007

Dear diary,

Will you believe me if I tell you I joined the basketball team?

Well, I'm not a part of the team yet as I have to go through selections first. But still, hey! I'm doing sport. A real sport! Voluntarily. For the first time. 

Shocking isn't it? I shocked myself too. I don't even know what force in the world that made me did that decision. I just suddenly feels like doing it. Me, who never even touched any basketball before, and afraid of sports  and balls and passed out during the school's marathon. 

School's marathon. That kind of bringing back my memory to something that I don't want to remember. Even the word 'school' itself  brings pain to my chest. 

Ah I shouldn't be thinking about this. I managed to forget about it all this time. Why does it keep crossing my mind lately? This is not good. I will never move on if I keep holding on to the past. I  must do something. 

I hope a ball hit my head so that I'll forget about that. I'm sure it's gonna be easy, hitting my head with the ball. I know how bad I am with sport. But I'll find out how bad it is tomorrow.