First And Only [SEVENTEEN Fanfic]

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12thツ

12 ❣ An Angel's Tears

Unknown @1:42pm: Thank you for applying for the job at Secret Station Cafe! We are proud to inform you that you have been hired! Please come tomorrow at 3pm to the cafe for training.

A smile made its way and crept onto my face. After four days of anxiously waiting, I've finally been given good news. At least now I can slowly help my parents. Hopefully, they don't find out about this job and that I know something they don't really know I know about.

I put my phone away and looked up to see Sungcheol on the couch, lazily sitting down as he was absorbed in the drama being played on the TV. The drama was called Cheer Up! and a singer from A-pink and VIXX was cast in the drama.

I had nothing else to do so I took a seat next to him and watched it with him. Suin was sleeping now and I didn't want to disturb her because she looked exhausted. I hope she wasn't sick because she looked weaker than usual.

I was enjoying the drama, to be honest. I especially loved the part where Kang Yeon Doo, the main female lead, leaned in closer to give Kim Yeol, the male main lead, a kiss on the cheek. Then Kim Yeol pulled Kang Yeon Doo closer and they ended up locking lips together in the hospital room.

I tried to force back my smile, but it wasn't working out. I just ended up smiling a big grin, because I thought of how adorable it was to see that. I just wish things like that would work out with me and Soonyoung.

Speaking of which, I then remembered Jihoon's words. I had to confess to Soonyoung by this week. I still wasn't sure what to do, or even what to say?

I like you.

Those were the three words that always crossed my mind. But after that, what else could I have said? I wanted to be straight forward and blunt, but I just knew I'd end up blabbering before I cut to the point.

"Hey, can you get me more popcorn from the kitchen?" Sungcheol suddenly requested, disrupting my thoughts on the confession.

I turn to give him a glare. "Can you get up and get it yourself? You have limps, don't you?"

Sungcheol then frowned and his face softened until what he revealed was puppy eyes.

Damn it. As much as I denied it, I really can't resit his puppy eyes. I grunted and snatched the bowl from his hands and headed into the kitchen to restock him on popcorn. I came back shortly and sat next to Sungcheol, trying to harshly shove the bowl to popcorn to him.

"Why so mean to your oppa, hmm? Is something troubling?" Sungcheol asked with a teasing voice.

"Don't start with me, oppa," I warned him. At times, I could be teasing but there were also times where I could mean what I said. Right now, I was teasing, at the same time, I felt like I wasn't.

Maybe I was just a little frustrated when I was thinking about the confession. I have five days left to confess and I feel like I'm wasting each day foolishly. There was a day where I decided to confess with a letter, but I ended up tearing it and again the with next few pieces of paper.

We all have our fears. One and the other, they join together and frighten us. But someone said that we should face our fears. Getting rid of your fear by facing it was just one of the reasons why we should face it. The other reason was that it would make you stronger. It would give you a new found courage that you've never known you would have.