A Pinch of Kerry

[On the train]

Self worth. People rant and rave about self worth but what is it worth if other people don't know? I feel like I discovered myself, but it's.....lonely. I feel like I spent hours getting all dolled up for someone who didn't even notice. To top it all off, I moved to a city as big as New York. Here, some celebrities dont even get noticed. I'm not one to crave for attention, but would a little recognition hurt? I am a child of upper middle class parents. I thought people like me weren't suppose to have problems. I thought everything was suppose to be peachy keen. I hope maybe my adventures in this big city will help me find myself. Maybe if I get comfortable in my skin and in my life, I'll be happy. [Train comes to a sudden stop]. "Was I thinking that long ? Geez. "