A Change In Plans

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"VidCon? With two weeks notice? Are you fucking crazy?" Dan asked in confusion.

"Well, yes but that has nothing to do with this. We went to America with like 3 days notice!" I said irritatedly.

"Do they even know we would be making an apperence?" Dan asked raising an eyebrow.

"No but it's not that hard for me to make a call! It's not like they won't be overjoyed I mean come on SpacePatrol, danisnotonfire, Amazing Phil, and JacksGap! They obviously want us to come."

"Who all is going?"

"Everyone.... We thought that Jack and Phil most likely wouldn't go but they really want to.. so everyone."

"You really want to go to VidCon? I mean its great and it's just. So far away..."

"Yeah but it's also only like a 2 hour plane ride from Seattle!"

"Ohhhhh now I see where this all came from."

I raised an eyebrow looking at him. We are sitting on my bed facing eachother, sitting criss cross. He grabbed my waist and pulled me onto his lap. I burried my head in his shirt and he played with my hair.

"You're homesick aren't you?" he spoke softly after a few minutes.

I couldn't help it. A lup formed in my throat and I could feel the water threatening to spill over my eyes. After trying to hold it back for a while I finally let the waterworks go. I dont know if I've mentioned this but I HATE CRYING! So much!

"Yes." I finally whispered over a sob.

"I know, babe. Shhhhhh, it's okay." He whispered rubbing circles on my back. "I miss your house too!"

"Why do you miss m-my house?" I choked out.

"I miss Candy, food, your dog and I are bro's, and you promised to teach me to shoot! AND I miss food." He said jokingly, in a way to make me laugh a little.

"I did didn't I?"

"Yes you did! See now you aren't crying! 1-0 Dan!"He said Baugh fiving himself.

He had a point. I wasn't crying anymore, but I still felt sad. I knew I would feel sad to until I went home.

He has a way of turning every situation around and making it either positive or hilarious but always making me feel better.

"So we can go?"

"Of course." He said pulling me even closer and laying down. "Anything for you love."

I smiled to myslef and listened to his steady breathing till he fell asleep. I want to sleep. I need to sleep, but I can't seem to get my mind to stop racing at a 100 miles per hour. I just think and think and think until finally I fall asleep and sleep for a solid 24 hours! In the nights I just lay there curled up to Dan, instill its a reasonable hour to wake up. For the last 2 months this has become a habit and its not exactly a good one. I can only imagine how I've been acting running on this much sleep! Oh God... I must be a bitch! How do I still have friends!? Or a boyfriend!?

Have I been getting on Dan's nerves? I know Iris can handle me, but I haven't realized that Dan is probably so done with this. I can't loose him! I swear I haven't been truely happy in years and since I found him I'm just happier over all. I mean even with being sad and homesick I'm happier than I was before.

"Dan?"

What the hell are you doing Tori!? Its 3AM and he is most likely asleep. Good job dumb shit!

"Yes?" He answered softly, his voice filled with exhaustion.

Oh God really! He had to wake up! Where are you even going with this!?

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