I Love You. So Much. (A Kohnnie Fanfic) (boyxboy)

Chapter 2 - Kyle/Johnnie

(Kyle's POV) "Yeah." Is all I could reply because I didn't really know what to say. I didn't want to make him feel bad. He's to much of an amazing person to feel bad. especially over someone like me. "You wanna order some pizza with me dawg?" Johnnie asked me. "Yeah sure." I won't really eat it. Or at least keep it down. I can't remember the last time I kept fast food down. I'm too fat for that. Johnnie could never love such a pig like me. "You Okay?" Johnnie said "W-what?" "You've been staring at nothing for like 5 minutes straight - you okay?" Johnnie asked me "Oh - yea - I'm alright just - thinking." I reply "Oh- ok. Uh what type of pizza do you want?" Johnnie asked me "Uh- I'll just take a slice of whatever you want." He gave me a weird look. "I'If it's okay with you." I say "Oh. No problem" He's probably thinking about how fat I am. God I'm so gross. He deserves a better friend than me. I don't deserve him. He should have a bestfriend that's not so gross and annoying, and doesn't beg him to kiss them. "Hey" "Hey!" "Kyle!" "Huh-" I replied. "You were zoning out again." Johnnie said "Oh - I'm sorry." I reply "Are you okay?" Johnnie asks me. "Don't worry about me."

(Johnnies POV)

That's what he always says. How am I suppose to not worry about him? He's my bestfriend. My favorite person in the world. And he just expects me to not worry about him. I can tell, hes going through something. He's not the person he use to be. He seems so - depressed. He tries to act happy but I can see right through his act. His eyes just look - dead. dull. lifeless. He's definitely going through something. But what could it be? I have no clue. I've asked him so many times. But he always says the same thing. - Don't worry about me.