Chapter 8 - Johnnie

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(Johnnie's POV)

I go to the next note. {I just want to be skinny.} {Ugly.} Does he really think this? I mean I'm not attracted to guys like that but he's definitely not unattractive. {Why?} {</3} Did he break up with someone or something? He never even told me hes ever even dated anyone. {fat forever.} Why hasn't he talked to me about these thoughts? I just wish he would talk to me. I could have helped him so long ago. By this point I have tears brimming my eyes so I go to photos. We've taken a lot of photos together. Maybe this will cheer me up. The first photo I see, I smile. It was Kyle putting the bunny ears behind my head. I was in the clothes I wore yesterday so he must have taken it yesterday when I wasn't looking. I laugh a little and wipe a tear from my left eye. I slide to the next picture. It's Kyle holding the heart sign with only one hand, and he has a broken in half heart drawn on hid hand. This made me sad again. Did someone hurt my baby boy? Do I need to kill someone? I'll need to talk to him about this too. I should just start making a list. I slide to the next photo. WHAT IS HE FUCKING INSANE?!?!?


A/N Another cliffhanger because i'm evil like that.

Song: Cool Kids - Echosmith







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