I Love You. So Much. (A Kohnnie Fanfic) (boyxboy)

Chapter 38 - Johnnie

(Johnnie's POV)

I smile, looking at my boyfriend's cute body as he slept. Not in a creepy way though, of course. Actually, is there a non-creepy way you can watch someone sleep? I don't think so. But who cares, I'm watching my beautiful boyfriend sleep.

My eyes trail down his body slowly. His neck was laced with several hickies, which I had made of course. His collar bones were defined beautifully, and I couldn't see his chest, since his shirt was covering it. However I can see his cute little belly, since his shirt was slightly lifted. I'm happy I can't see his ribs nearly as much as a few months ago. His cute little belly button makes me smile, before my eyes trail down to his thighs. It makes me so happy that they're getting bigger. They're not tiny and breakable-looking like a few months ago. They're isn't a large gap between them like they're use to be. It made me happy. I wouldn't compliment him on the fact that he's growing, though. He might take it the wrong way.

Placing a gentle kiss on his forehead, I smile, sliding my thumb over his bottom lip softly. Wow, he sure is beautiful.  I'm so goddamn lucky to have him.

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"I love you." He whispers into my lips, before kissing them again. I smile into the kiss as our togues twist together, his hands in my hair as we lovingly make out.

We just reserved the apartment, so this is the victory-make out, I guess. Whatever it was, I liked it, that's for sure. I loved kissing Kyle, his lips are just so soft.

"Love you too baby doll." I whisper against his lips. He pushes me down softly onto the couch, stradling me and smiling, before locking our lips again.

My fingers tangle in his hair as we kiss, before sliding down his body slowly, then resting on his thighs.

After a little, we pull away, catching our breaths as we look into eachothers eyes. I slowly lean up, so that I'm sitting criss-cross, Kyle in my lap.

Sraring in his beautiful brown eyes, I slide my fingers through his hair, softly brushing my lips against his again. I slide my tongue over his bottom lip teasingly, before connecting our lips again, his arms around my torso as we kiss

"I love you so fucking much Kyle." I whisper as I pull away. Tears pool in his eyes. "I-I love you to Johnnie." He sniffles. "Are you okay baby?" I question. "Yes. I'm so fucking great." He sniffles, making me smile.

"Yes, yes you are." I state, making him giggle, wiping at his eyes. "We're gonna have a fresh start, okay baby, we're gonna get a new apartment, in a different area of town, meet new people, not forgetting the ones we know now of course, we're gonna be okay, okay, beautiful." I state, tears falling down Kyle's cheeks. He drops his face into my shoulder, hugging me tight as he cries.

I just rub his back softly. "Come on beautiful, don't cry, let me see your beautiful little face." I say, feeling him smile against my chest.

He lifts his head, and I look at his red face, wiping the tears off his cheeks with my thumbs. I've seen him cry a lot lately, usually it makes me so sad that I cry myself, but this time was different. He was crying because of happiness.

I feel a tear slip down my own cheek. "Now your making me cry baby doll." I chuckle, wiping my eyes and smiling, before kissing him again. Damn I love this boy

"I know we already said this multiple times but..I love you Johnnie..I'm sorry I just need to say that..I love you so much." He says. "Baby boy, you never, ever ever have to be sorry. And especially never be sorry for that! We could say that a billion times in a row, and I will never ever get tired of it. I love you more than anything Kyle, I always will." I state, and he starts crying again.