"Don't"

Chapter 11 - Can't Help But Wait

|Jigga😈|

I laid down in bed thinking about how I needed to tell Diane about the kiss that went down between me and Alexus. I know she's going to be pissed, but I can't continue to talk to her as if nothing happened.

Just as I picked my phone up, somebody started to knock on my front door. Maybe that was a sign that I needed to wait and tell her, but then again, it might be her at the door.

I looked through the peephole after making my way to it to see Alexus. I opened it up and offered for her to come in, but she wanted to stay outside which was odd.

I joined her on the patio, then closed the door up. "What's up," I asked her concerned. She let out a sigh and looked everywhere but at me.

"We can't be friends anymore," she blurted as tears fell from her eyes. I looked at her like she was out of her mind. "What," I asked not sure if I heard her correctly. She repeated herself and I realized I wasn't just hearing shit.

"What the fuck? Why not," I asked getting angry, "what, because we kissed?" She shook her head as she wiped her eyes. She looked at her car and I did the same.

Corey ass was in the front seat smiling right at me. I started to laugh in pure disbelief. "Oh, I see how it is," I said after looking back at her, "on everything I love you have to be one of the dumbest broads I ever met. Your dad leaves for the Military again and you just hop your ass right up and get back with this nigga, huh?"

She started to cry even harder. "Jigga, stop," she pleaded as she grabbed my arm. I removed her hand, then gave her a look that could kill. "Nah, I don't even want to hear it. Fuck you and fuck him. Don't come crying to me when he beat your ass again because I don't give a fuck no more."

She shook her head. "Jigga, you don't mean that." She tried to grab me again, but I pushed off me gently. "You just going to roll up with this nigga and tell me you ain't trying to be friends no more? Fuck you, I mean everything that I'm saying."

She finally gave up and walked off of my porch. I turned around then walked back in the house. I never knew Alexus would turn out to be one of these dumb ass females, but I guess that's what love do to a person.

To be honest, I didn't mean shit that I said to her. I'm just hurt about it. Instead of crying about it like I'm some soft ass nigga, I expressed my hurt with anger and tried to hurt her like she hurt me. This was crazy.

I called Diane up and she answered on the first ring. "Hi baby, what's up?"

"We need to talk," I confessed, "drop by."

The line stayed quiet for a brief second before she started talking again. "Alright, I'll see you in a few minutes."

When she showed up, she showed up in sweatpants, one of my shirts, and her hair was tied up. Her red lips formed a devilish smile as she strutted her way inside without greeted me. I can feel it in my gut that she was up to some shit.

"So darling, what is that you have to talk to little old me about," she asked as I sat down next to her on the couch. I let out a long sigh and looked down at my shoes. "Me and Lexus."

"What about y'all," she asked. I looked her in her eyes. "The other day when you called telling me our lil break was over, me and Alexus ended up kissing after," I confessed.