Déjà Vu

four

Gwen's POV

Blake left for Oklahoma for a week. I'm here staying with the boys and doing some stuff for L.A.M.B. My schedule is packed but I always have to keep in touch with my man. I was preparing the boys so we can go to my parents' house. A knock was heard. Knowing that I invited no one, I opened the door and I see a cheating ass. " Hey! I missed you baby. " he dares to say, " Don't dare call me your baby. We've been over for a year now. Before I even forget, what the hell are you doing here? I didn't invite you and I don't want to see you right now! " I say and he smirks like a freak. " You still look cute when you're angry. " he says sounding like a maniac. " I'm coming with you and the boys. Whether you like it or not. It's for them. " he adds. Oh God, I'm spending this day with a pig. I just want to text Blake to come here to help me but I know he needs his time alone. " Sure but don't dare kiss me, hold my hand, or stuff we used to do. We're doing this for the sake of the kids. " I warn him and he nods.

I had my day planned properly. I planned my day for me and the kids to have time with my parents but now we had to change our schedule because of him. We had to watch him practice tennis and flirt with other girls. Which was painful to see. Then I see paparazzis. Shit. I call Blake but he isn't answering. I need to talk to him right now so I can warn him about this situation I'm stuck in. " Babe, don't believe in whatever you see online. Remember I love you. " I texted him. He doesn't answer. It took a while before he answered. " This is how you'll repay me after all the things we've been through? It's over. " he replied. I'm too late. He already saw everything. " Babe. Don't please. I love you. Please tell me you'll take it back. He wanted to spend the day with the kids and me. I warned him and all but he didn't listen. " I texted him. But he never answered. I have to go to Oklahoma. I need to clear things up. I can't believe this is happening right now. Why did I even allow myself to go with him without his permission. I'm so irritated of the choices I made. He was the best thing I had since I had my kids now I lost him. Calling him wasn't the best thing to do. I'm going to wait 'til he arrives next week. Going outside is not a good thing to do now paparazzis are everywhere. My phone blows up with family and friends sending me links about those pictures.

Gwen Stefani back with Gavin Rossdale?

Gwen Stefani cheating with ex-husband!

My mom called me, I want to answer it but I wanted some time for myself. " Hey sunshine, I heard the news. Are you really back with him? " mom was careful when she asked me, " No mom. I love Blake so much and I can never do that to him. It was just our anniversary last last week, how could I to do that to the person that I love. Mom can you be here please. " I tell her, " Sure sunshine. Tell me everything when I go there okay? " she says with her ever-calming voice. With her going to visit me makes me feel a little bit better. I can't take him of my mind. I can't find the letter I plan on giving to Blake when he arrives. No. Am I having a nightmare? What is happening with my life right now. Blake is all that is in my mind right now. I don't know how I could've recover from all the pain without him. " Hey are you okay? " Gavin dares say, " What the fucking hell! After you put in this fucking situation you'll ask me if I'm okay? Are you happy now... that we broke up? Huh! " I bursted out all of my anger at him. " It's okay! You have me now. " he grins like a creep, " It's not okay! And I don't want you. You can't have me anymore. I don't want you controlling me again. " I say as I give him a death stare. He rolls his eyes and leave. I didn't care if he left me. I cry the pain away. " Mom, why are you crying? " Kingston asks me, " Oh, it's nothing. I'm just having lady problems. " I fake everything. " Mom, there's something wrong. Did you and... Blake break up? " Zuma says. I let out the pain in front of my kids. They hug me and I smile at them. " Mom, we need Blake back. We wouldn't understand math and science without him! " Kingston suggested, " Yeah! " Zuma responded. I smile at them. But I hope he does listen to what the kids have to say.

Dear Blake,

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I know that it would take you a long time before you can ever forgive me but I'm telling you I never wanted any of this. He arrived at the house and he wanted to go out as a family but not as a couple. I gave him guidelines, he didn't listen. I called you but you didn't answer. I will never stop loving you cowboy until my last breath. I love you

gx, your one and only sunshine.

A/N: hey guys, sorry for breaking your shefani hearts too early. Remember: good things happen to those who wait! So there will be a lot more lovey-dovey-cuddly shefani moments in the future chapters. Sorry if there are grammatical errors bc of school stuff and this is a very shitty chapter and I'm really sorry. :(((

btw, can we just talk about how Gavin is so freaking annoying and ugh. Never mind, he's not worth my time but shefani is 😂😂

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