Déjà Vu

seven

3 months after

Blake's POV

Gwen and the boys are still staying here in Oklahoma for a month or two and I'm so excited about it. I love teaching the kids how to hunt and they're loving it too. Gwen loves the fact that she's away from the paparazzi. But she's been anxious lately and she says she keeps seeing Gavin around. I'm really worried about her. It couldn't be lady issues because I never experienced those when I was married to Miranda. She rarely talks to me or the boys now. The boys are worried for her. She's isolating herself. I'm scared, what if she's sick and we can't do anything for her. She comes down stairs and I smile at her, but she gives me half smile. " Hey baby. " I kiss her forehead, " hey. " she replies and it was very unusual of her just saying hey to me. " Are you okay? You've been spacing out from us lately. " I say, " Yeah. " she says with a depressed-sounding voice, she prepares herself a coffee and she suddenly starts to have a hard time breathing and she's crying then I ran to her and she was saying something, " Bl-Blake, G-Gavin he-he's outside! " she points to the front porch to see no one but the boys. I don't say anything to her because we'll just fight over it. She starts to breathe properly now and she is still crying. " Babe, tell me what's wrong. " I tell her, " I don't know! I just see Gavin everywhere and I don't know why this is happening to me. " then the kids get inside, the nanny played Apollo on top of Gwen and she stops crying for a while. " Apollo, yo-you look just like your father. " she smiles but it fades away so fast. " Get that kid away from me now! " she tells the nanny, " GET THE FREAKING CHILD AWAY FROM ME! Are you deaf? Take the fucking children away from me! " she adds then the nanny cradles Apollo to stop him from crying. The kids start to cry and Gwen just storms out of the kitchen and goes to the room. " Boys, don't cry. Your mom didn't mean to say those, she's just stressed out and stuff so please be patient. " I tell them, " Does she hate us? " Zuma asks. " Of course not! She's been dealing with a lot of stuff lately. " I tell them and I give them a hug and they go to their rooms and Apollo is still crying in the nanny's arms.

" Gwen! What the hell is wrong with you?! You tell those to your freaking children? " I got angry at her because she tells her children to go out of her sight. " Bla-Blake, what is happening to me? " she cries, " You don't have an idea with all the things you say to your kids?! What the hell. You're 46 and you act like your 23! Grow up. You are a mother already. Stop being selfish. " I say and I didn't mean to tell it to her, it just came out of my mouth. " Can you leave me alone? " she says as she sobs louder. " Leave! " she says, she's angry now. " Fine! But don't you forget that you're staying at my place. MY PLACE. Not yours. " I leave her.

What just happened. We never fought like this before. Why is this happening? Why is she like this? How does she not know what she's saying? How does she see her ex when nobody even sees him? Is she hallucinating? I'm so confused right now. I kinda don't want to talk to her right now.

A/N: GUYS IM SORRY FOR THE REALLY SHORT CHAPTER BUT DONT WORRY IM MULTI-UPDATING!!

THE NEXT FEW CHAPTERS WILL BE SAD. IM SORRY. BUT AFTER ALL THE SADNESS RHERE WILL BE HAPPINESS.

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