Déjà Vu

nine

Blake's POV

" So Gwen doesn't look like she's hallucinating or isolating herself. " Pharrell says, " Maybe I've been way worried about her. " I say. " It's okay cowboy, when you really love someone you become over protective of them. " Adam pats my shoulders. " Let's check on the ladies. " I invited, " They seem like they're having fun though. We shouldn't disturb them. " Adam says, " What if she starts to have panic attacks? " I start to worry. " Okay! Let's go down! Because the cowboy said so. " Adam rolls his eyes and me and Pharrell laugh hysterically.

We caught Behati and Gwen hugging. Then Adam decides to ruin the cute moment, " You seem like you're having fun! " he jokes. " We are! Are you blind? " Behati rolls her eyes. " Oh babe! Me and Gwen are going out together tomorrow! No boys allowed unless you are permitted by the queen of radness! " she says with a smile. " Of course! I mean my wife with the Gwen Stefani! Sure. " Adam says.

" So are you gonna hire a private investigator to follow were they're going tomorrow? " Adam jokes. " Good idea!! I'm gonna do that later. " I said smiling, I'm literally gonna do that because Gwen seemed like she's hiding something from me. I'm scared what will I find out. " Don't you dare! " he says back. " Nope, I'm doing it. " I say and he storms off.

" You really love her, don't you? " Pharrell decides to break his silence. " Of course, I do! She's the love of my life and I can't live without her. She saved me from my end. " I reply then out happy moments flash through my mind, " I don't what I would do if I didn't meet her. " I add. " You are a pretty lucky guy Blake. You shouldn't take advantage of your luck as of now. " He says. " Pharrell! Can I talk to you for a while? " Gwen says, " Oh hey babe! Sorry. You can continue now. " she says as she looked kinda embarrassed, " No! You can talk. It's just you're so beautiful. " I compliment her. She blushes. Then Pharrell follows Gwen.

They've been talking for about 30 minutes now. Then, they finally hugged and I'm like " What did you talk about? " to Pharrell. He told me he can't tell anything. He told me to wait for the right time. Now, Gwen invites Adam. What is this? Why is she telling them something that I have no clue of. When I went to the living room I heard Behati and Pharrell talking. " I feel so sorry for her. I think it's because of the stress of her divorce. " Behati says and Pharrell replies, " I wish we knew earlier so that we could still helped her. ". What were they talking about?

Gwen's POV

" So Adam, you've been like my brother already. You've been supportive of me since day 1 and I love you for that. But... there's something that you need to know about my health. " I say with a little bit of tears falling down my face. " Tell me! " he says, " I'm sick. Mentally sick. I have schizophrenia and GAD. I don't know how to tell it to others, I told it to you first because I know that the 2 of you will understand my situation. " I say as I wipe my tears, " Gwen, don't cry! We'll be right by your side even whether you have an illness or nah. We'll be here promise! " he says then he hugs me. He assisted me to go inside then we see Blake staring at me. " So is it my time to hear the thing now? " Blake gives me his cute puppy eyes, " Nope! Wait for the right time! " I say. " What! Why? Why did they know about the thing before me? " he pouts, " It's because I know you'll be...shocked after you hear the thing. " I say. " Oh okay! " he says pouting again. I just kissed him for him to kinda forget about the revelations I've been sharing with the guys.

The next dayy

Blake's POV

So I hired a PI. I took it seriously when I told Adam I was going to hire one. I'm really concerned about what's happening in Gwen's life. I mean she doesn't open up about how she's feeling our whatever and it's making me worry about our relationship.

3 hours later

The PI said, he spotted Gwen and Behati going to a psychiatrist later this afternoon and she has an envelope with her. Okay. I'm worried now. What can be in that envelope? She can't be pregnant. She shouldn't go to a psychiatrist if she's pregnant.

Gwen finally came home with Behati. The guys and Behati are staying with us until Gwen and the boys go back to LA. I catch Gwen hurrying to go to the room, " Gwen! Babe! " I ran up to her at the stairs. " Blake! Oh. Hi babe. " she kisses me but she continues to rush to our room. " What's that envelope about? " I ask, " Oh! This is nothing! It's for Kingston's project! " she sounded like she's lying. I've known her for a long time now and I know when she's lying. " Gwen, what's in that envelope? Tell me! " I say. " It's nothing! " she sounds pissed.

To be continued...

A/N:
Next chapter will be more dramatic and tragic! This is kinda the chapter I've been waiting for 😂😂

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