Déjà Vu

fifteen

Blake's POV

" Hey Gwen, I'm back. How are you? I missed you a lot. I'm sorry for leaving without anyone knowing. " tears slid through my eyes while I whispered it in her ears. Who knew I'll be back here. After that last relationship with Miranda shows how stupid I am. I gained those 10 pounds I lost, again after I dated her. I'm so stupid for not thinking about anyone's welfare but mine.

It's the morning now, my only time with her is almost finished and still she's unconscious. Never mind, she'll probably not remember me after those 8 months of comatose. Also, she wanted to start a new life after all so maybe it's okay? I don't really know.

Gavin Rossdale, why are you still here. You should be moving on from her, you're divorced now. You're not obligated to take charge of your ex-wife's hospital needs. Not to be rude but she has her friends and her own family. She doesn't want to be involved with you anymore. Why can't you just accept the fact that she's happy with other people now.

Adam and Behati are still asleep on the couch while Pharrell went home. It was just the 4 of us today and it's never been more weird. But, good weird. It's because it's been a long time since I was here and it was the time I left her side and abandoned her. Now I'm back looking like a desperate fuckboy. Ugh, stupid choices cowboy!

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" Blake, it was nice reuniting with you. Welcome back cowboy to the hospital club but goodbye for today! " Behati laughed and hugged me goodbye, while Adam smiled and hugged me as well.

" Tell me if anything happens, okay? " I told Behati and she nods.

" You need to go now, Gavin's probably parking now. " Adam pats me goodbye.

" Bye guys. " I waved goodbye and left a small peck on Gwen's forehead.

" I love you princess. "

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Adam's POV

" B...B-l-l... " I heard murmuring sounds,

" Bl... Bl... Bla—ke. " I heard even more murmuring.

Behati rushes to Gwen's side and saw her open her eyes gently after 8 hellish months.

" Blake... Blake. " those were all the words Gwen said.

" I—I need you. B—Blake. W—here are you? " tears gently filled her eyes,

" Gwen, you're awake! I missed you so much! " Gavin exclaims as he dropped his bags as he entered Gwen's room.

He rushed to her side but he shoved us away. We were on her side then he suddenly shoves us away from her.

When he came to her side and held her hand, Behati noticed that Gwen just shut her eyes and tears were still flowing from her eyes and she wished she could have helped her somehow but she was way afraid of Gavin.

" Blake. Where are you. " Gwen says slowly when Gavin was out to get a nurse check on her again. It was obvious how much she still loved Blake and to see her like this is heart wrenching. Ugh.

" Blake, it's Adam. "

" Hey Adam. So anything happened? "

" Gavin's back and Gwen's awake now and she keeps on... "

" She keeps on what? "

" She keeps on mentioning your name. I think she needs you right now. You have to go even if Gavin's here. She really needs you. "

" I'll be on my way. Bye. "

" K cowboy, I have trust in you. "

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Blake's POV

Adam just called me about Gwen. She's finally awake and she wants me by her side again. I drive as fast as I can so I can make up for all the stupidity I did while she was in her coma.

" Gwen! " I excitedly exclaimed as I enter Gwen's room.

She was sitting up, looking as beautiful and perfect as ever. Her platinum blonde hair, her sparkling eyes and her contagious smile welcomed me.

" Blake. " her tender and welcoming voice spoke to me. Tilting her head and giving me another adorable smile. I go to the seat next to her and hold onto her hands tightly after 2 long months.

" I missed you, " a teary-eyed Gwen held my hand even tighter.

" I missed you too princess. I love you so much, don't leave us again. Okay? " I kiss her gentle hands but as soon as I said that she shouldn't leave us anymore made me realize what I did to her. I, too, shouldn't leave her.

" Of course, Blake. I'm really sorry about what happened. I really am, I shouldn't left without anyone of you knowing where I'm going. " she said with guilt in her eyes. This made me more guilty about leaving her, do I have to tell her? I got lost in my thoughts that when Gavin arrived I didn't notice.

" Look! You're back! " he says and it left Gwen with a curious look.

" Hey, I'm back. " I laugh it off, she shouldn't know anything.

" So, how are you? " he asks while he fixed Gwen's medications.

" I'm good, how about you? " I reply fixing Gwen's sheets,

" Same. " he gives Gwen a small kiss on the forehead but there was no anger within me.

" Where did you go? " Gwen curiously asked while staring into my eyes.

" Well, he went back to where he belonged. " Gavin butts in and it was making me very anxious.

" Oh, so you went back to Oklahoma? " her face lights up,

" Uhm yeah. Mom missed you. " I add because I can't think of anymore things to say.

" It's really good to see you two get along, " she smiled then squeeze my hand.

A/N:

I'm back wooo! So this was one of the chapters I've been waiting for and the next one is a little bit tense so be ready idk haha. Happy New Years to all of you :)))

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