Déjà Vu

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Blake's POV

I'm heading back to LA to shoot some The Voice episodes. This season will be awkward. Gwen's back to coach and I can manage that but I don't think she can. I'll just keep it civil between us.

When I was loading my bags to my car, I saw a letter. It wrote To Blake, with love. I open it and I see this long message from Gwen.

Dear Blake,

Since it's our anniversary last week, I decided to add another gift to you because you lifted me up when at my lowest. Thank you so so much.

We got lost
Lost because of the love that wasn't right
But we found each other

We found each other during our lowest points
Where we would want to take our own lives
But we became each other's lifesavers

Since that day, I couldn't been happier
Happy about family, friends, life and most especially, you.
Thank you

You never fail in making me feel good
You make me feel that I'm worth a lot of things
And you make me feel that I'm loved

But the pressure of everything gets in the way
But that never stopped you.
I love you

I sometimes wonder, what if we didn't find each other?
What if we weren't on our lowest points?
Would we still be together?

I know you want me to be positive but
Imagine if we stayed with our demons
And we let them take away our happiness and freedom

Do you think there will still be that girl that writes songs
The girl that has blonde locks and red lips and
The girl that never stopped loving you.

Do you think there will still be that boy that sings with a guitar
That boy that has a pickup truck and cowboy boots and
That boy that never fails to make her girl happy.

It's okay if you couldn't make me happy 24/7
It's okay if you cry
It's okay if you fail

We already failed a lot of times
We failed because we let our demons control us
Just remember that you are perfect in my eyes.

Crying or being sad doesn't make you weak,
It's a proof that you've been through a lot and
How brave you are to face every single one.

I can never repay you for everything you did for me
All I can do is love you until I break
Always remember that I love you and I'm glad to have you by my side.

Love,
gx

I felt guilty for breaking her heart. But I have to keep on going. I can still see her on set today, I hope that I can talk to her and clear stuff up.

I arrive at the studio and I only see Adam. " Hey douchebag! Nice to see you happy after breaking a broken girl's heart, I mean it's nice to see you again. " he fakes a smile. I know that he's pissed at me because he treated Gwen like her mother and her sister, if he sees her sad it pisses him off. I didn't mind him at all. I see Gregory, Gwen's makeup artist. " Gregory! Where's Gwen? " I ask him. " She's absent today because she went to Oklahoma to find and clear things up with you. She needs you. " he tells me. This makes me feel more guilty. The producers told me that shoot is cancelled because of Gwen's absence. My conscience tells me to look for her. While driving, I reflected on the good times we had. I reflected on the time where I didn't let her explain. I know that she isn't going to Oklahoma because she knows I'll be back today.

I tried texting her, calling her but she isn't answering. But I remember the place she goes when she needs to reassess her life and all. And now that the first place I drive to. I see her car across the park. I check the whole park but there was no Gwen found. Where could she be? I've searched the whole place and I still haven't seen her. I then sit on the bench near the place I was standing at. I lost myself. I lost the person I love. I lost the person who helped me find myself. But I decide to look for again and I saw a familiar figure. Blonde locks and all. Could it be her?

A/N:

Okay, it's a cliffhanger!! I also have 0 idea who the girl he saw is :))) sorry for another short chapter and shitty plot :((

I made the letter ( Gwen's letter to Blake ) way before I thought about this chapter and I made my seatmate cry because of that so yeah (:)

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