Déjà Vu

eighteen

// probably 6 months after //

Gwen finally had time to settle down in her new home. She welcomed her new self to this new city. She's kind of familiar of the new country since she stayed there a few times when she was married.

No matter what happened she still had the crooner in her mind. She wanted to rip her head off when she gets across with him in her thoughts.

Her kids wanted to go back. To go see Blake once again. To be the way they all used to. But it can never be the way it used to.

Part of her wanted to go back and forgive him and finally be with the guy that became her comfort. But, it is not and ever will be possible.

But also, there's always a first thing for everything.

" It's time to go back where my heart is really at. "

Dear Blake,

You'll probably never gonna see this letter but I want to see you again and I don't know maybe start all over again? Probably you're sick of me forgiving then hitting you all the time. I'm really sorry. So that's all.

p.s. im coming back for you. wait for me.

She crumples the tiny post-it paper but not throwing it. Just crumpled on top of her desk.

They all packed their bags and prepared to go back home.

Little does she know, her kids took her tiny crumpled letter. They read it and wanted to give to him. Although they don't know how, but all they know is they'll send it to him when they get back.

They bought a tiny gift for Blake and place the letter inside. They thought of asking Adam to give it to him.

// after flight //

Everybody felt the jet lag running through their bodies.

" we only said goodbye with words... "

Those lyrics blasted from their car radio and it summed up what she was feeling. All they did was say goodbye but they weren't really in the goodbye mood. [ lmao ]

" kids! we're home. " she exclaims as she gently wakes up her three boys from a 3-minute nap. They slowly wake up, still half-awake. They got down the car walking like zombies. She opened the car compartment to get the bags when a stranger helped with the opening of the compartment door.

She looks to her side to see her dear friends, Adam and Behati. She squeals a little bit due to her happiness to finally see them again.

" don't cry! " a welcoming lengthy hug came from Behati. It seemed that she never wanted to let Gwen go.

" I thought you were staying in London for good now. " Adam asks while the boys hug him and as he carried their bags.

" Uncle Adam!!! Auntie Bee!!! " the boys scream around and they all laugh.

now this is my real home

But little does Gwen know, Blake was staying next door. He decided to stay in their place while he was still ' moving on ' from Gwen. He saw her slowly wipe her tears and he wanted to run to her and hug her tight but he knows she badly needs the space and time from each other. He respected what she badly wanted in their relationship.

notes:

guysss im so sorry for 2 filler and super short chapters. it's not yet exciting but tiny spoiler: Gwen and Blake will finally meet but they'll get into a mini short-term argument [ near end plot :) ]

NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE BETTER I PROMISE