Déjà Vu

seventeen

The days go by still without any news from each other. No communication, no mentions in conversations, everybody knew that the thing between them shouldn't be part of any conversations.

Since that day, Adam and his wife, Behati, decided to let Gwen stay in their humble abode near her old place. At first she was very reluctant with the offer but was soon glad to accept the invitation. But, deep inside she wanted to go far far away. She wanted to escape her life here in the city and try starting a new life along with her 3 kids. Alongside with trying to start fresh, she started to write songs once again. She didn't want to write anything about their past but she wasn't able to resist it since it's all saved up inside her. She never talked to anyone about the things that sparked into her mind during those times. All she wanted was to move on from her failed marriage and finally be with the one that'll grow old with her and will never leave her. Now, she has given up on that quest and just discover and reinvent herself.

She planned on leaving country since the day they had the argument way before the accident. She wanted an escape from all these pressures of the media and everyone around them but she hadn't thought of any other place until a close friend of hers invited her to stay at her apartment in London and she thought it was kinda a good idea if she wanted all these reinvention happening. So she accepted the invite and told her 3 offsprings about going back to London.

She didn't told Blake, Adam or even Pharrell, just herself and her family. Gwen's parents never really wanted her to go London but soon agreed since she was having a hard time in LA.

Adam's POV

Carson texted me that we had to have a meeting on the next coaches that will appear on the new season of The Voice and I really really want it to be Gwen although I know there's still an ongoing drama between her and Blake, I still want to maintain my friendship with her. They can just remove Blake and replace Gwen with him, easy! But, it might get kinda boring without that annoying cowboy. Ugh, why did Blake even thought of getting back with Miranda? If he didn't do it, we probably never had to problem who's coach is sitting on the vacant The Voice chair.

But, Carson decided to call Gwen to ask her if she's alright with it and go back with us on The Voice. It was a long disappointing call though. Carson told us that Gwen can't do it since she's leaving for London today and the shoots starts next week. So no Gwen for us! It was only me at the meeting, Blake actually texted me that he might be late for it. I call him instead of waiting.

" Hey it's me Adam. "

" I know. So, who are the coaches for next season? "

" Uhm, we're not sure yet but Gwen's going for London this week so she can't be here—"

" What?! She's going to London?! "

" Yeah, and it's down to Shakira and Christina again. "

" I'm going to the airport okay, Adam? So I won't head to the studio anymore. See you next week, bye. "

" Fuck you! "

He's definitely out of his mind right now. Gwen's probably going to London to get away from all the ache she's been through in this tragic place. It's good and bad decision that Blake made though. He can finally be forgiven or not, it's still up to her. But at least, he can say that he tried.

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Shakira will be back for the red chair and still, Pharrell. Blake saw Gwen but he was too late, she was already boarding to the plane. He called her on his way and she answered but when he introduced himself on the phone, she hung up. Ugh, I hope he follows her so they can talk and get things back the way it used to.

" ...but it can never be the way it used to, ever again. "