Déjà Vu

six

Blake's POV

The girl with the blonde locks turned around, I still thought that it was her. But, it wasn't her. I sat on the bench after I was devastated that I still haven't find her. " Blake! " I hear children calling me then I turn to see Gwen's kids waving at my direction. " Blake! We missed you so so much. " Zuma says, " Hey boys, I missed you too! Where's your mother? " I ask. " Oh! She's over there, I'm gonna get her. " Kingston tell me as he ran to Gwen. " King, where are you taking me - " she stops in shock after she sees me. " Blake. It's good to see you again. But, I really have to go. " she fakes a smile. I grab her hand before she can even go. " Gwen. I'm really sorry about what happened. I feel like an ass after breaking up with you over text without hearing your side of the story. I'm really sorry. Can we start all over again? " I tell her, " Of course Blake, we can start all over again and I have forgiven you already and I will always forgive you. I love you so much cowboy. I just hope that next time, you'll let me tell my side of the story. But, I should be the one saying sorry because I should've told you that I was going with him- " I kiss her. " Sh, you don't have to say sorry. I know that I was so shallow and so insensitive that I broke up with you without hearing your side. You're right. I'm sorry. " I stop her. " I miss you baby! " she hugs me. " I miss you too sunshine. " I kiss her forehead while I still hug her. She smiles at me and my day hasn't been better.

We drive to Gwen's place. " Thanks for the letter babe. " I smile and she blushes, " I was supposed to give it to you personally but I think the letter wanted you to read everything already. " she smiles, " You're really good at making me feel guilty! " I joke and she cracks up. Then there was an awkward vibe between us. But, she breaks that vibe when she holds my hand and she lays her head on my shoulder. I smile at her and I kiss her forehead. The kids are at the back sleeping after a long day of playing at the park. As the lights turn red and I check on everybody and I thought to myself that this will be my family. Soon. And I smile at the thought of it.

We arrive at Gwen's place, she fixes the dining area while I help the kids with homework. " Blake, can we talk? " her voice sounded like she was gonna breakdown, " Of course sunshine! " I say without a doubt. She holds my hand and she takes me to our room. " Blake. Don't ever leave me again. Please. I can't take the pressure around me. All I ever wanted was a happy family. A stable job and all. But I never wanted to cause the destruction of the future of my kids. Why did I have to live a life like this? " she breaks down and I just cuddle her up in my arms. " I won't ever leave you again. I promise that to you. " I assure her. " I just don't know what would I do without you. He caused me so much and when he's around me all I feel is anxiety around me. " she continues to cry. " Remember our unintended 1-on-1 dinner talk? Where you got drunk? Where you also broke down because of that ass? Here. Take this. " I hand my handkerchief to her. I recreated the moment I felt the spark between us. And it felt that I already comforted her way before meeting her. After wiping her tears she smiles. " That's what I want to see! " I say and she giggles. " Thank you for all of the things you do for me. I don't know what I would do without your cowboy boots. " she giggles again. There were still tears left in her eyes and as a gentleman, I wipe it and I caressed her cheeks. She leans for a small kiss. Then she invited me to prepare the food. " Let's prepare our dinner now. The kids are already complaining. "

" Babe, did you know that I was at the airport a while ago? " she says as she help me unpack my luggage. " You were? I thought you were at the studio? " I was shocked to hear that, " I told them I was going to be absent today because I have plans and those plans involve picking you up even if you were still mad at me. " she laughs, " But sadly, I arrived late because nobody told me that your flight was rescheduled to an earlier flight. " we laugh. We asked random questions. Then we arrived to the personal ones. " If we ever get married, would you legally adopt the boys? " she asks, " Of course! They're like my kids already! Why not. " I reply with so much enthusiasm and she looks relieved with the answer I gave her. " I was just wondering. Do you still have feelings towards the ass? " I say and I can tell that she is still confused about what she feels. " I don't really know, I like you but I mean he became the love of my life which proved me wrong. So I think it's a no. " she says. I wasn't really surprised if she told me that she is still clueless about what she feels about him. He used to be the love of her life. She had kids with him so it's reasonable for her to be confused at this point. It's only been a year since their divorce and it's still fresh. " You're the only man that I love and I care so much for. Along with the boys, obviously! " she says. She leans on me for a kiss. This one is very different. It took me to a whole another place. She took me to paradise. After that she cuddles up into my enormous arms and I hug her to keep her warm from this freezing weather. And I really need to make it up to her after what I've done to her. I wish I can turn back time to undo the decisions I made.

3 months later

Gwen decided to spend her vacation with me and the boys in Oklahoma. I totally agree with her. I think that the boys need to explore the outdoors and be away from the city. But, Gwen's acting a little bit different. I don't really know what's up but I think it's a lady thing. I don't know. But she said she's been hearing stuff and she's been isolating herself lately and it's making me worry.

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