Do You See Now!

Chapter 31

A/N - It feels like forever since I last updating this story of mine.  I would like to let you all know that there will be more to this story, because there are things that still need to happen.  Also I might actually start another Rin and Sesshomaru story sometime next year, (let me know what you think about that please). 

You guys are amazing, and thank you so much for reading, voting, and commenting. 

 I hope to be updating more in the future, but I am not sure how that will go.  I have other stories, and things to do, so I am pretty busy.  If you haven't already, (you do not have to do this, but) read 'His Personal Pet' which is a branch off of my book 'Enslaved to the Vampire Prince and Falling in Love.  What!!!' and its sequel 'The Vampire Prince's Huntress'. 

Including my new mystery thriller / paranormal book 'The Wailing Lady in White'.

Now lets get on with the chapter shall we....

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Seitarou was crying, I could hear him, but it was as if it were an echo. His cries echoed around me, and when I opened my eyes everything was black. I could still hear his cries, and even when i tried to call out for Sesshomaru, no sound came from me. I continued to try and call for Sesshoamru to find Seitarou, to get help, but nothing I did worked. I even tried spells, and chants, and shoves, nothing I did worked at all. The harder I tried to escape, the louder Seitarous cries got.

Finally I was able to scream, and I crumbled to my knees as the cries became ear bleeding. "Stop, please stop, stop..." I don't know how much longer I could take these cries.

I sat up in a cold sweat, the sheets and my clothes stuck to my body. My skin felt sticky, and my chest heaved trying to calm my heart, and slow my breathing. Searching the room, and noticed that Sesshomaru was asleep beside me, I moved to stand to go check on Seitarou. Only to fall back onto the bed, which then woke Sesshoamru.

"Rin?" Alarmed and ready to protect me, and find out was wrong immediately.

"Seitarou, check on Seitarou." I gasped out. He looked at me, filled with worry. "Seitarou!" With that he ran out of the room, and I tried to control myself once more. I gripped my head as darkness tried to flow through me.

"Seitarou is fine mate." His footsteps paused before I hear him run to kneel before me. "Rin!?"

I reached out and gripped his shoulders, and tried to look around me. It was still night, and the moonlight flitting into the room from the windows.

"Sesshomaru, I don't know what's wrong with me." Tears fell down my fce, as he took me into his arms. Sitting on the bed, and holding me in his lap, with his head on my own.

"you are a new mother, a wonderful one at that, who cares more about her son, than her own life." he took my face in his hands and made me look at him. "Rin, everything will be fine, I promise that no harm will come to you, nor our son." I knew that he spoke the truth, I was freaking out, I am a new mother, and I do care more for my sons life than my own. I am a mother now. I smiled and cried harder as Sesshoamru started to rock me back and forth. I held onto him, and he placed kisses on my head. "I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"For being so messed up."

"No, rin, you are not messed up. You are everything to me, you and our son are my everything. You have been through so much, and you still hold on. You are a fighter my love, and that is only one of the things that I love about you."

"Sesshomaru, you really are getting soft." I managed to giggle out.

He chuckled and pulled close once more, and kissed my head again, as he laid back on the bed, with me in his arms.

"Thank you."

"For you, Rin, anything."

I snuggled into him more, and his hold on my tightened.

"He was okay right?" I was no longer crying, and i became a worried mother once again.

"Yes, perfectly fine. Sound asleep, holding onto his blanket." I smiled, that's good.

"I suppose I could try going back to sleep now."

"I will be right here." With that, I placed a kiss on Sesshomarus neck, before letting sleep take me.