Do You See Now!

Chapter 32

A/N  - Sorry that its been so long, but I have been busy.  This story will continue for a few more chapters and then it will end.  Good news is that I will have another Rin and Sesshomaru fanfiction for next year, YAY!!!

Also writing more for my books with the paranormal and vampires, YAY!!!

Please enjoy this chapter and let me know what you guys think.

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Rin's

That night I had no dreams, no good ones, no bad ones, just a peaceful sleep in the arms of the demon that loves me. I woke to see Sesshomaru holding Seitarou in his arms, and I sat up and reached out for my son. It was time to feed him, and Sesshomaru watched, and it didn't bother me at all. Though I was a bit worried at how he was looking at me. "Stop that thought, whatever it is that you are thinking, stop it right now."

"I can't help it, you look beautiful."

"Flattery will get you nowhere."

he chuckled lightly, and then became serious again, and I saw his gaze go over to the corner of our room. Seeing bags packed it made me wonder what he was up to. "We are leaving to go see Inuyasha in a few hours."

"Really?"

"Really."

"You are the best ever!" I told him with excitement, I would love to see the kids, and kit again.

"Jaken and Blaze will be joining us as well."

"Well this will be a lovely trip, Sesshomaru do you think that we will run into any trouble while we are gone?"

"No."

"You seem so sure."

He didn't reply to me, he just stood and left the room as I finished feeding Seitarou, and then even left to his room to change him and everything, shortly after we left to go see Inuyasha, and the rest of the family.

Once we got there, I held Seitarou in my arms, and saw kagome and Inuyasha emerge from their home with their new bundle of joy in Kagome's arms as well. I smiled and walked over to them, and hugged all of them, and then felt two little arms around my legs. "Auntie rin, I missed you"

"I missed you too, have you been behaving yourself?"

"Yeah, and mommy and daddy say that I am an amazing big sister."

"They would be correct."

SHe jumped with joy as we all entered the home. Jaken followed in behind us, while Blaze stayed outside, and I knew that he would keep guard of this home. A little after mid-day kagome and I put our little ones to bed for a nap, and then walked back to our mates and sat down in their laps, and continued to speak with the grandparents,as our mates spoke to each other without trying to kill each other. They caught us staring at them and then we both giggled. "You boys do care for one another." We giggled out at the same time, and I saw a smile appear on their father's face.

"I am proud of both of you, my sons." Thier father said, as he put his arm around Izayoi, who leaned into him. Today has been a good day, and nothing could ruin it. But I guess that is wishful thinking, I haven't that it is possible to jinx the day. I felt sick, and my head began to hurt. I saw flashes of the men that killed my family, and for some reason it was as if I were watching in a different person's body. I saw a man standing far from my old home, a smile on his face as he watched my family being murdered. No, he wasn't a man, he was a demon. And then it all made sense, he had sent those men to slaughter my family and I. He knew what I was, what we were, and he wanted us destroyed.

When I came to, I saw Sesshomaru with a worried expression on his face, and I smiled at him, but it didn't fool him at all. "Rin?" He questioned, and I knew that tone all too well, he wasn't playing any games.

"I know who killed my family." I told him.

"So I suppose we are not having a fun family trip are we?"

"Nope, time for me to go and take care of this." I stood and walked out of the home and towards my bestfriend, my horse, my Blaze.

"Rin!" I was grabbed by the arm and spun around to come face to chest with Sesshomaru. "You cannot go riding out and about anymore like you used to. You are a mother now, and we have a son to think about!"

"Why do you think that I am doing this then?!" I yelled back at him. "We have a son! I. Have a son. That means this guy will come for our son next, and I will not let it get to that point. Haven't I proved enough that I will die before anything happens to my family, to the ones that I love the most in this world. I will not lose my family again Sesshomaru!" I nearly spat at him, I can't lose my family again.

Sesshomaru wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to him. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him back. "We have to protect him Sesshomaru."

"I know." He kissed the top of my head, and then pulled away. Thoughts were running through my mind, and I walked back into the home and towards my sleeping son. I kissed his forehead and murmured a spell to protect him, to let him know that his parents love him more than their own lives, that he will always be loved, protected, and wanted. "I love you baby boy. Mommy loves you so very much." I kissed his forehead one last time, as I took one last look at him before Sesshomaru and I walked out of the room. "Take care of my son will you?" I asked kagome.

"Of course." She hugged me, and then I said my goodbyes to everyone before leaving with Sesshomaru.

I took one last look back as I got on Blaze, and let a few tears fall from my eyes. I faced our destination of where we needed to go, and was ready to end this all. "Let's end this once and for all!" Sesshomaru and I took off to stop the madness that has been my life since the day I was born.