Fate || Niall horan ||

Chapter 16

Kenzie pov

"Hello" I said into the phone.

"Kenzie?"

Oh my god

"Dad?"

Part of me wants to hang up but part of my wants to talk to him, I want to hear his voice. I miss him, I really shouldn't but I do.

"Hi kenny"

Kenny. What my dad always called me. When he said it memories of my child hood came back.

"Hi dad"

"Happy birthday monkey"

Ug does he have to keep calling me things that he called me when I was younger.

"Thanks dad. Um dad, why'd you call? You haven't called me in what 2 or 3 years."

"I know, I know. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. But I've changed I really have, I'm better I'm not like I was be-" I cut him off.

"If you were better why didn't you come back. Did you not want us anymore? We're mom and I not good enough?" A few tears escaped my eyes.

"No no, no Kenny that's not it at all. I was horrible, I was so horrible to you both. The things I did, I am so sorry for all of that. I love you and your mother so much and I couldn't go back and look at your faces all day and have the memory of putting you through so much pain. Plus I didn't that that you'd want me back. I was horrible, I was a horrible father, I am a horrible father."

"Yeah well a girl needs her dad in her life, and believe it or not I've experienced the same or more pain since you left than when you were being horrible."

"Honey what happened? I thought that me leaving was going to make things better."

"No, no that defiantly did not happen."

"Kenny what happened?"

"It's fine. It's whatever it's nothing"

"Kenny"

"Dad."

"Monkey, I know that you're probably going to disagree to this but I want to meet you for coffee or something. I want to see you. I wanna see how you're doing. I just want to talk and try my best to make things okay. What do you say?"

"I don't know"

"Just think about it yeah?"

"Okay. Can I call you back on this number or?"

"Yeah yeah for sure."

"Okay well I should go now."

"Okay bye Kenny. Happy birthday."

"Bye dad. Thank you.Oh and dad, one more thing, I missed you."

"I missed you too. Call me back when you decide."

"Okay I will bye"

I hung up the phone and took a deep breath. I looked out of Nialls window and let out a sigh. What was I going to do.

I walked over to the door and expected to see Niall there but he wasn't. I heard movement down in the kitchen. He was probably finding something to eat, he could barley last 30 minutes without eating something.

I didn't even bother to fix the back under my eyes or the tears that were still falling down my face. I walked down into the kitchen and saw him stranding there making a sandwich.

He looked up at me "hey" he said and then he looked down but then looked up a second later. "Babe what happened?"

"I um- I got a phone call" I said playing with my fingers. "Who was it? Did they do this to you?"  "It- it was uh- it was my dad" I said as another tear slipped from my eyes.