Fate || Niall horan ||

Chapter 21

Kenzie pov

She's gone. She's gone. She's not coming back. She's dead.

"No no fuck no" I said as I buried my face into my hands. I ended up at a park somewhat close to my house I think. I sat myself down on a bench and just cried.

"Wake up Kenzie. Wake the fuck up. Wake up Kenzie. Kenzie wake up this is just a dream. Please someone tell me that this is just a dream. She can't be dead. She can't fucking be dead."

What the hell am I going to do? I don't have a mom now. What's the fucking point. I should be the dead one. I should just die. There's nothing here for me. No one would care if I was gone anyways. I need to be with my mom. I can't. Why was it her? Why did it have to be her? Why wasn't it me? It should've been me. How am I supposed to go on?

"This is too much. This is too fucking much."

I really hope that my nana was just kidding. This better be a fucking joke. Someone tell me that this is just a joke. She can't be gone. No she can't be.

Niall pov

I ran out of the school and to my car. I drove back to my house slowly looking to see if I saw Kenzie walking around anywhere. Once I pulled into my driveway I ran over to Kenzie's house sliding a few times on the ice. I ran up to the door and began knocking and ringing the doorbell but there was no answer.

"Fuck" I muttered. I turned and saw the tree in front of  Kenzie's window. "That's it" I said to myself.

I climbed up the tree and walked along the roof to Kenzie's window. I knocked on if and looked around but I couldn't see her in there.

Please tell me that she's not in the bathroom cutting.

I wonder if the window is unlocked.

I tried to open the window and luckily it worked. I kicked off some of the snow from my shoes before I climbed through the window. I closed the window and began looking through the house trying to find Kenzie. I walked through the house calling Kenzie's name but she wouldn't answer. I looked in every room upstairs and downstairs but she was nowhere.

"Fuck" I said quietly. "Kenzie! Kenzie babe! Princess are you here?" I yelled. Still there was no answer. I couldn't find her anywhere. Where the fuck is she? Where could she be?

I went back up to Kenzie's room after looking around Kenzie's house two times. I crawled out of the window and closed it. Once I was back on the ground I pulled out my phone and began walking back home.

I sent Kenzie a text message but then I called her. It rang a few times but then it went to voicemail. I let out a sigh and then left her a voicemail.

"Kenzie, Kenzie babe what's wrong? What's going on? David said that he saw you leave school crying 10 minutes before the end of fourth. Baby what happened? I went to your house and you weren't there. Where are you? Call me when you get this. What ever this is we can get through this together I know we can. Call me okay?" I hung up my phone.

Once I got into my house I went up to my room. I flopped down on my bed and let out a long sigh. I brought my hands up to my face and rubbed my closed eyes with my palms. "She's going to be okay, she's okay. She's fine. She's going to be fine." I said quietly to myself.

I picked up my phone and tried calling her again. It rang a few times and then it went to voice mail. I sighed and hung up the phone, not bothering to leave another message. "She's okay, she's okay, she's okay" I said to myself. A few tears fell from my eyes. "She's okay" I said again.

I heard the front door close and then my mother called my name. "Niall! You're home?" I wiped my eyes and then walked downstairs. "Hi mom" I said, my voice was croaky kind of giving away the fact that I was crying.