Fate || Niall horan ||

Chapter 19

Kenzie pov

*one month later*

what do I do? what do I do? what do I do? That seems to be the only thing I can think about for the past month.

The bell rang for the end of the day on the last day before Christmas break. Everyone hurried out of class and I slowly gathered my things. I saw Niall in the corner of my eye waiting for me.

I grabbed my books and Niall grabbed my one hand and we walked down the hall towards our lockers.

A few people wished Niall and I a Merry Christmas as we walked down the hall.

Over the past month some people have begun to be nicer to me. A few people have actually started calling me Kenzie. All thanks to Niall of course.

Once we got to the lockers I put everything into my bag and put on my jacket, hat, scarf and gloves. There was now snow all over the ground and it was quit cold out.

"Niall." I said as we walked back to my house. "Kenzie" he replied. "Do you- do you want to help us decorate our Christmas tree tonight?" "Yeah of course" Niall replied.

What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? I don't know why this is so hard for me to figure out, it should be simple. I mean the man treated my mom and I like crap and then he left us, do I want to see him again or not. It seems like this has been on my mind today. Well the whole month but especially today, why today?

I don't need to thinking about this today. It's winter break, it's almost Christmas, we're getting and decorating a Christmas tree with my boyfriend who is literally the sweetest guy in the world and all I can think about is if I want to see the man that treated my mom and I like crap and then left again.

"Kenzie" Niall said and squeezed my hand, pulling me from my thoughts. "Huh, yeah?" "I said are you okay? What's on your mind?"

I might as well just tell him. I mean he's going to probably find out anyways and plus if I say nothing he'll know I'm lying.

"It's- it's my dad. I don't know what to do. It shouldn't be this hard to make a decision, I mean he treated my mom and I like shit and then left. He's the reason for all of this, for everything. If he didn't leave than I'd still be at my old house with my friends and I'd still have a normal family and I'd still come visit you in the summer and, wait wait that sounded really bad. Like that I hate all this but that's not true because I love it here with you but like everything else leading up to this and some of the stuff and school and"

"Kenzie clam down I wasn't thinking about that."

"Oh well my point is it should be easy. Why can't I just decide if I want to see him again or not. Why is it so hard? It's just a simple question."

Niall stopped walking and I turned and looked at him. He pulled my hand so that I was closer to him. He then kissed me. He kissed me for 30 seconds.

"Don't think about it over winter break. And if you do talk to me about and I can help you decide. But listen I'm going to plan stuff over this winter break and I'm going to help you keep your mind off of it okay?"

I nodded my head "okay." ((A.N this is not tfios related mkay))

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It was about 5:30 when my mom got back from work. "Let's go get a Christmas tree!" My mom cheered when she walked in the door. "I'll go put on my sweats" I said. "Oh I'll go home and put on mine" Niall said. "No don't worry about it, I still have some of your pairs of sweat pants and hoodies here" "so that's where all my clothes are going."