Fate || Niall horan ||

Chapter 25

Kenzie pov

"I'll be fine. As long as I got you" I said into Nialls chest. He pulled back a bit so that he was able to look me in the eyes. He stared at me for a second before I leaned in and kissed him.

"Niall can we go to your house instead? We've been at mine a lot. I wanna go somewhere that's not actually my home. That doesn't make sense but-" he cut me off before I could finish. "Yes, let's go my house" he smiled before giving me a small kiss.

When we got into the car I starred out the window the whole way home. I couldn't stop thinking about Harry, about what he had done. Should I tell Niall? "Hey babe?" He said as he put his one hand onto my thigh. "Mhm" I replied as I turned to face him. "Are you sure that you're okay?" He asked.

I did want to tell him. He needs to know. He's my boyfriend. But not here. I can't tell him in here, on the way back to his house. I'll tell him when we get there.

"Can we not talk about it right now? When we get to your room or something I just don't want to talk about it here." I explained. "Of course baby, anything for you." He smiled.

How am I going to tell him that his best friend kissed me?

We got to his house and we decided that the we'd watch Spy. I'm glad that he forgot that I said that I'd tell him when we got back here. I am going to tell him, I just need to think of how.

Shit. What if he gets mad at me?

What if he thinks that I kissed him back?

This is going to be a lot harder than I originally thought.

We cuddled up next to each other and began to watch the movie. Well, Niall began to watch the movie.

I took in the warmth of Nialls body. I might not be cuddling up next to him for much longer depending on how he's going to react.

I looked up at him. He smiled at one of the things they said in the movie. He sky blue eyes sparkled. His bird was a tiny bit scrunched up, it happens every time he smiles. His eyelashes were so long, how does he do it without mascara? God, he's perfect. How am I going to tell him?

He won't get mad at me. Right?

Just tell him. Just tell him what Harry did and what Harry said. It will fine. At least I think. No no it will be fine. I just have-

My thoughts were interrupted by Niall beginning to laugh. His laugh, it's so beautiful. God I love him. He's perfect. Why have I still not told him that I love him?

Okay slow down there Kenzie.

First the Harry thing and then you can tell him the love thing.

I looked up at him and then back at screen. I can do this. I can do this. I ca-

My thoughts were interrupted when Niall said my name. I looked up at him "mhm" I hummed.

"Are you okay love? You seem kind of distant." He asked.

This is it.

Nows the time.

"Niall, I have something to tell you." I replied sitting up properly. I then turned to face him.

He paused the movie and slightly turned towards me. "Okay" he said softly giving me the 'you can tell me anything' look.

I can do this.

Speak.

Just speak.

Speak all ready.

"After I left the coffee shop, I ran to an alley and I crouched down and cried. Some one called out my name from a few feet away and turned and it was Harry. He um- he came and crouched down beside me, asked if I was okay, and I said that I was fine since he's not necessarily aware of my situation. He turned to face me more and he wiped the tears off my face."