hold me tight

doctor

- katys part of view -

John is the one I'm in love with. Forever.

"What are you doing there?", I laughed.

He looked up from my stomach.
"I'm showing our baby how much I love him", he said.

"why are you so sure that it is a boy", I replied.

"I don't know, I want a boy. But a girl will also be fantastic if she will have your eyes", he said and got up.

John put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer.

Slowly I stroke his back.

He kissed me and I did the same.

This kiss was full of love.

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Next day.

"Katy hurry up!", john yelled from downstairs.

I run downstairs and so we walked to the car and drove to the doctor.

"Are you nervous?", he asked.

"A little bit. I want to be a mother but not now. I think it will be okay if I won't be pregnant", I said while playing with my fingers.

John grabbed my hand and squeezed it.

"It's okay. I think the same. You are going on tour and a baby is not the best idea right now", he smiled.

John parked in front of the doctors and so we went in.

"Hello, I have an appointment at Dr.Thompson", I said to the lady behind the reception.

"Yes, what's your last name", she asked.

"Hudson",

"Please go into room 3. Dr. Thompson will see you there", she said and showed into the direction we have to go.

We opened the door and I lay down on the divan bed and John took the chair next to me.

He took my hand and squeezed it.

"You are shaking", I said worried.

"Yes, I'm a little bit nervous. I always wanted a baby", he said.
"Aw, but don't be that much dissapointed okay? It really not the right time for a little baby", I whispered.

I leaned down to him and kissed his lips.

"I love you", I whispered between it and I felt his lips formed into a smile.

He pecked my lips.

"I love you more", john replied.

The doctor came in.

"So Katheryn. What can I do for you?", he asked.

"Uhm I have the strong suspicion that I may be pregnant", I said.

"Do you have any symptoms?", he asked.

"I vomited the last days, I feel lazy,my stomach hurts really bad. I did a test and it said positive", I said.

"Okay this can be anything. Can you please take your shirt a little up. I will do an ultrasound"

I did what he said.

He put this stick on my stomach and looked on a display.

I don't know how they can see something on this.

"Im sorry but you aren't pregnant", he said sad.

"It is okay. I'm going on tour so it better like this", I replied.

"probably you have an allergy. We do some tests and see what it is okay?", Dr. Thompson said.

We did some tests and the doctor said that we have to wait a little bit till we have the results.

1 hour later

"Katheryn, please", a lady said and we followed her.

We went again into the room and sat down.

"I have an result and the vomiting and stomach pains came from an allergic. You are allergic to gluten", he said.

My mouth dropped. I haven't expected something like this.

"oh. I don't even know what gluten is", I laughed.

"I'll give you a magazine and there you can read everything you need to know about it. You will be doing it great. First it is really hard but you'll be okay!", he said.

John and I said thanks and drove home.

Ugh I'm sorry this is so bad. And I know the last chapter are really short but I want to update. It's 10:47pm and I really need to sleep.

Good night