hold me tight

Fuck you.

John and I said thanks and drove home.

- johns part of view -

"Are you mad?", katy asked.

"No, it okay. It is better for us. The tour and all those things", I said.

Katy walked into the kitchen.

I grabbed her by her waist and put her closer.

She faced me and I quickly put my lips on hers.

She gladly accepted the kiss and kissed me back.

"What was that for?" she asked.

"Thank you for choosing me as your boyfriend", I whispered.

"You are so cute, baby. I didn't had a chance to choose. I felt for you so fast", katy replied.

I kissed her again and so she hopped and wrapped her legs around my waist.

The kiss went really passionate.

I walked upstairs, lay katy down on the bed.

She grabbed my shirt and kissed my lips hardly.

Quickly I put my shirt over my head and lay it down on the floor.

I crawled back to her and so I put my hand under her shirt asking for admission.

Katy didn't stop kissing me so I put her shirt over her head and saw her laying there with just bra and pants on.

We maked out like this till Katy tried to remove my shorts.

"Wait", I said.

As I let my shorts fall down, a little piece of paper lay on the bed.

Fuck. I thought.

I grabbed it and threw it away.

"What was it", she giggled.

I tried to stop her but she already had the paper in her hands.

I saw how tear came up on her eyes.

"Babe", I said.

"DON'T CALL ME LIKE THAT!", she yelled.

"YOUR FUCKING ASS! WHY. JOHN, WHY!?", she said.

I didn't knew what I should say.

"It's not like you think", I said shyly.

"OH YES, WHAT IS IT THAN? THIS IS A TISSUE WITH A NUMBER AND LIPSTICK!", she screamed .

I felt so bad. I hunted her.

"I'm sorry. It wasn't the thing I wanted", I said.

"When did you met her. When. And who is she", she asked plainly.

"Last week. You were gone the whole days because of you career. I was so sad and so I went into a club. It meant nothing Katy!", I replied.

"Did you had sex with her"

How should I answer of this. I was drunk. I really don't know if I I had sex with this strange girl.
"I don't know. Seriously. I was drunk. The only thing I know is that.. We kissed", I said.

"AREN'T I GOOD ENOUGH?! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MY CAREER MEANS TO ME! AND SO YOU WERE "BORED" AND FUCKED A GIRL WHO WASN'T ME?", she yelled.

I nodded shyly.

Suddenly she hit my cheek.

"Go. Just go. I don't want to see you again. It over with us. I loved you. And still do but I can't forget this", she said.

I went downstairs with my clothes, wanted to put them on put Katy pulled me from behind.
"Go! Fuck you", she yelled at me.

- katys part of view -

I started to cry and fall down to the ground .

Why does this always happens to me. Why. Fuck it!

I try to do everything right and everything seems perfect.

But then someone comes and breaks my heart.

Everytime again.

Why can't I just found someone who doesn't kill himself after breaking up with me.

Someone who doesn't break up with me because I don't want kids that early.

Someone why doesn't break up with me because I'm working to much.

Is it so much to ask for.

I walked upstairs and grabbed my phone.

I went to twitter and post a

After seconds my katycats comments so cute things.

They already knew what happened.

I love them. They means everything to me.

I was really tired so I felt asleep.
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3 months later.

"Circle, come up guys!", I yelled.

Everybody from my crew came together and put their hand in the middle of the circle.

"1 2 3 - PRISMATIC WORLD TOUR - BELFAST", we a yelled.

"Dancer go on stage"

"Katy get ready. 20 seconds"

I walked to my place where the triangle will open.

I heard to beat of roar and my heart starts to beat faster

"Good luck, katy!", Tamra yelled.
I smiled at her.

The triangle opened and I saw thousands of people.

"BELFAST!", I screamed.

I heard how the crowd yelled.

IM SO SOOOORRY.
BUT THIS FAN FICTION IS ABOUT THE REAL JATY LIVE.

HOPE YOU LIKE IT