Where Is The Trust

Chapter 11

A/N I'm at my cousin's quince practice, sorry for the wait!:P  

●Song of the day:All My Life by Migz●

*Lita's pov*

I had a better nights sleep. Seeing that the past two nights haven't been great. Louis texted me last night, sating that he wanted us to get together for some fun. Me, being the new party girl, agreed. So I told him we would meet in the motel he took me to after Mystic.  

As I was getting ready, Liam came up to my room. 

"Lita, I'm going out with Mia today." 

Awww! Mia didnt tell him, she told me already. 

"Really? And how did you make that happen?" I said with a quick wink. 

"Last night I texted her. And we agreed that today I was going to buy her that new outfit I owe her" 

Thinking back, I remember Liam telling me about that. That was when I thought I was happy, living with "the love of my life". But that was also the day I decided to move on from Zayn. He was up to no good, he had broken my heart and lost all my trust one too many times. 

"Well, have fun Mr. Payne. I have plans with a new friend today, I'll be home later." 

"And what friend might that be?" 

"Some guy I met at a club, Mia introduced us." 

"Alright, please don't go wild child on me now. Be back at a reasonable time please? I have work tomorrow." 

"You got it captain." I said with a quick salute.

I arrived at the motel and waited in the parking lot. I saw Louis walking into a room, so I got out of my car, and knocked on the door. He opened it with a smile on his face. Someone was happy to see me. I returned the gesture and gave him a wide smile. 

"Hello, Louis." 

"Lita" he said with a nod. 

"Lets get busy," I said with a wink. I then grabbed his collar, and pulled him down to a kiss. His lips were rough, nothing in that kiss sparked. But I just got over that fact that we weren't "making love" but just having a bit of fun. He pulled me up and my legs were around his waist. My hands getting lost in his hair, our tongues in a battle. He placed me gently on the bed. Slowly taking my clothes off. I laid there naked, while I let his hands roam my body. I then, took of his clothes, our naked bodies rubbing against one other. He then pinned me down on the bed, and shoved his length inside of me. And this I blacked out. The memories of our first time came rushing back into my head. How he tied me to the bed, how he made me scream his name, how he made me weak, how he had all the power over me, how when I asked to stop he kept going.

I then woke up tangled in the sheets. Louis was no where in sight. "Not again," I whispered to myself. And with that, I heard the toilet flush. My nerves were jumping. Louis then walked out of the bathroom. 

"Hello darling," he said with a giant smile. 

"H-hey" I stuttered. 

"What's wrong?" 

"Nothing, but I gotta go." 

"So soon? I thought the fun was just getting started." 

"Louis, I have to leave." 

"Why?" 

"Why should I stay?" 

"I want you to, is that not enough?" 

"Louis, I just got out of a relationship, please don't pull me into one now. I got to go." 

I got up, taking the sheets with me to the bathroom, to put my clothes on. When I got out, Louis was on the bed with his head in his hands.