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11: jimin

Taehyung wanted to get his mind off Yoongi as soon as he could, and what better way to do that than to find out more about him? Taehyung's logic.

He stayed in his room torturing himself for a few hours before deciding to go to school.

On the way there- actually pretty much anytime he thought of Yoongi, all he could see was his anger that was directed toward him.

It felt to Taehyung like he hated him, and he's never been hated by anyone. Taehyung just felt really horrible. So horrible it hurt.

He kind of likes Yoongi... He doesn't want Yoongi to hate him. And the almost two months would be pitiful having to spend it with someone who hates you.

Ugh, Taehyung just wants to focus on something else now. 'Yoongi's okay,' he thought, 'he's going to be okay..'

...but he wants to know him better so...'Namjoon!'

He sees Namjoon and Jungkook sitting together at one of the tables outside. Taehyung groaned because it means he missed lunch, but then thoughts of Yoongi appeared again.

'Did Yoongi eat? When was the last time he ate something?' S.hit, he remembers neither of them had anything in over twenty-four hours...and Yoongi binged on an empty stomach...and-

Jungkook saw Taehyung from a few feet away and smiles, but as he gets closer he noticed the look of worry on his face.

"Hyung, what's wrong?" Jungkook asks. Taehyung glances at Jungkook wondering if he said something.

"Huh? Uhh..." Namjoon coughs nervously causing both of their attention to be focused on him.

"Did Yoongi get home fine?" He asks, and Taehyung gulped.

"I um, mmhmm.." Taehyung sat down next to Namjoon and Jungkook frowns.

"I need to ask you something, something about Yoongi.." Taehyung says and Namjoon nods.

"Sure, what do you wanna know?"

"Everything.." Namjoon glances at Jungkook.

"If it's okay with Jungkook.." Namjoon concerns. I mean Taehyung is interrupting their project schedule so he has to make sure he's okay with it.

Jungkook sighs when Taehyung looks at him with eyes as big as a puppy. "Fine," Jungkook agrees and Taehyung smiles.

"So I guess I'll start from when I first met him then.." Namjoon starts and Taehyung nods practically begging him to continue. "My boyfriend- well he wasn't my boyfriend then, asked me out on a double date. At first I didn't like the idea, but I didn't want him to be sad so I said yes."

"Wait, why didn't you want to?!" Taehyung suddenly interrupted.

"Uh, I was.. I was in denial..?" He says and it sounds like a question.

"About being gay?!" Taehyung scoffs and rolls his eyes.

"Yes, okay. Let me continue..." Taehyung purses his lips. "I didn't ask who the other couple was because I was going to find out later in the first place. It turned out to be Yoongi and Jin's best friend, Jimin."

"Okay, who's Jin? Is that your boyfriend?" Taehyung asks confused by the sudden new character in Namjoon's story.

"Yes, Jesus fucking Christ man.." Taehyung puts his hands up as if to surrender.

"Anyway, when I met Yoongi that time he seemed like a total a.sshole. He was so rude to everyone, including Jimin. I thought about what his problem might be and thought It's probably because it was Jimin's idea to make it a double date, and he must have been disappointed it wasn't just the two of them..."

Taehyung is quiet as he listens. He must have liked this Jimin..

"I pulled Jin away after awhile so they can be alone. Everything was alright after that, yeah." Namjoon looked at Taehyung and Taehyung looked at Namjoon.

Jungkook looked at both of them and scratches his head.

"Soooo, what you're saying is... You know nothing?!" Taehyung shouts. He can't believe this..

"Oh, hmmm. I mean, we weren't close." Namjoon shrugs and Taehyung groans.

"Okay, but is Yoongi really famous? I don't get it..." Taehyung remembered the two children from yesterday said something about Yoongi being their 'hero'.

"Oh... That..." Namjoon's says, a grim expression replacing his annoyed one. "Are you referring to the mass serial killings of wealthy CEO's and their heirs?" Namjoon asked and cringed soon after.

"Mm, what happened to Yoongi? Why is he like this? Why won't he talk?" Namjoon pulled on Namjoon's arm. Jungkook just crossed his arms leaning back in his chair.

"He-" Namjoon begins to say, but he really can't.

"Please just say it!" Jungkook brow twitched at the desperation in Taehyung's voice. He never got this way...

"He might have been traumatized, I don't know dude, I'm uncomfortable talking about this." Namjoon shuts Taehyung down.

"Okay..." Taehyung says defeated. "Then what happened to Jimin?"

"They killed him... I don't know the details, since Yoongi won't talk." Namjoon says. Taehyung sighs leaning his head onto Namjoon's shoulder.

"Yoongi was traumatized..." Taehyung pouts, but let's a tear accidentally roll down his cheek. "F.uck, what's wrong with me.." He muttered and quickly wipes it away, but not before Jungkook saw it.

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Idk if this chapter will make sense cause my migraine is HUGE. Have a good night/morning/afternoon <4